Yesterday I performed a ritual to call upon Oboras and I’m unsure if it worked or if I’m being toyed with. The night before (Sunday night) I put his sigil underneath my pillow after meditating with it.
Monday afternoon while on the bus I texted my mom and she said, “Sleeping”, in that moment I envisioned her the exact way I found her. I guess that should be my sign?
In the afternoon I properly activated his sigil with smoke, chanted his enn, used a pendulum, and other stuff. I felt a presence and it felt conflicting but knowing that my ancestors would disapprove I wouldn’t be surprised if it was them scolding me.
I asked if he was there and the pendulum swung yes, and said yes to my great grandma not liking it, he also criticized the pendulum which was an old necklace of mine but I have not bought a proper one as of yet. Later on he requested one with a point and either dark blue or purple (idk if that’s relevant). Once it was wrapped up my energy felt so drained and that has only ever happened during my full moon rituals so I’m assuming that it was due to me using a lot of energy to connect with him.
Later on I called out to him after lighting a candle and I think I saw a beast and a man but it kept switching until I could only sense him being there. I couldn’t “hear” him but I felt his answers.
He seemed to want me to channel the full moon that’s coming up. However I’m still a bit skeptical if this is him or if something is stealing my energy by acting as him since I’ve never summoned a demon before.