Seems like there is still a deep emotional bond between you and the person. It’s hard for you to make plans without him because he’s still on your mind.
Seems like you need to heal in order to make the spell work completely.
Next four weeks will be difficult probably. Spend some time alone and recover some energy.
There is a chance for change. Life has an influence on it. Time heals wounds.
There is light at the end of the tunnel and even if it won’t be easy in a heartbeat you will feel better at the end due to the cards. Your wish for freedom will come true and you will feel confident.
Thank you so much for your replies. Yes there is a huge emotional bond there. He is on my mind constantly. I just can’t allow it anymore. It’s unrequited. It’s like he’s trying to force himself to like me when there is no need for it. Like he can’t make up him mind about me. He goes away for a long time without contact and then reaches out to me again. Over and over. I’m done.
Hell the last 35 years have been hell emotionally. What’s another four weeks. As long as I get what im asking for. I just want the feelings to STOP