Incredible sense of hopelessness and weakness pervades my senses. It feels inescapable. No pleasure food, drink, or activity actually helps the emotional pain and weakness. What should be like a 4 to most people feels like an 11 to me.
I’m just losing my self and acting out. Feels like I’m going nowhere fast. Been living out of my car for over a year now. I’m grateful I have sanctuary, but for how long?
I don’t know what I need to do but I know I need to do something now.
I’m requesting a scan or some kind of assistance, even simple talk could help. It gets lonely out there.
I’m sorry to hear your having such a hard time. I personally deal with depression myself so I can sort of relate to what your going through.
I created a thread a little bit ago about depression, how it effects people and how they are dealing with it. Feel free to check it out. Maybe someone has already left the words you’re looking for there. Or maybe you’ll leave the words that may help someone else.