Psychology and spirituality are TWO different things entirely.
I JUst hAve tO nOt caRE aBOut iT.
*Problem: That’s called not-caring, not Non Attachment.
A State of being that can be experienced and is simply a state of spiritual balance.
Exhausting your desire in ritual is supposed to bring you into that state naturally because the desire originates on a spiritual level no matter what It is.
Faith, Non-Attachment, lust, greed, are not thought concepts or sensations but in their highest most spiritual forms are actual states of being.
It is a knowing that is achieved through energetic release of spiritual tension.
(Ever Achieved Samadhi or felt a shit ton of bliss? So much that the bliss becomes torture and you are yearning for release? Yeah. That’s spiritual tension.)
You are very close to cracking the code, but yu need to stop mixing Psychology and Spirituality because one deals with Thought, and the other deals with experience.
Solution: You are stuck in your mental energy and your spiritual energy (your connection to.stillness) needs work and cleansing. That’s why you haven’t been able to figure this shit out. REALIZE that ALL your desires are Spiritual and Divine and are states of being.
If you are angry…dont act angry on a emotional level, get angry on a spiritual level then you will truly BE angry enough to make change. Ritualize that through a curse, and boom…you have Baneful Magic.
Greedy and hungry for money on a spiritual level?
Do a money spell…booom.
Feeling Lustful on a spiritual level?