Today is the fourth day.
~The first at which i was actually feeling a sensation, that could have ended into a climax,
but i feel now the raw need to think about what i’m doing, because i just have 5 hours left.
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Day 1 in the no fap house 
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one is none 
still: good luck
Low testosterone and less desire help immensely with this. Does it count if the matter was built up, so to say, without ejaculating? Or no touching at all? I would say two days in that I can say level 0 here.
I just fapped yesterday after like 3 weeks …i feel so sad 
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This is had made it 90+ days.
If you mean edging, opinions vary:
https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/27j8uc/many_people_ask_whether_edging_counts_as_relapse/
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Believe me brother, Eva knows way too much about this very subject 
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I actually happened to know it was a topic of debate (many people say it can be more harmful) so I did the required search, since “looked up fine details of restricting masturbation for some hot dudes on a satanic forum” is going to look excellent in the “Hobbies and Interests” section of future resumés…
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I was just thinking along the lines of tantra, where the buildup, but non release, pulls the energy back inward.
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This site goes into the mechanics behind it:
https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/what-if-i-use-porn-without-orgasm
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[…]
hm… what forum could that be? Weird. I could have sworn, that there was one i knew… -No! Not joy of satan! Nor that demon forum! […] I just find it hard to remember yet … hm
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Its a bit like in my dream.
I feel empty, because i used to identify myself with that lust…
now is almost nothing left of it.
EDIT: the switch from a actual human body, to a imitation of a human body, seems to have started on a small scale, i think.
EDIT: If we loose lust…then we loose the animal aspect of us, or a big part of it.
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The actual fact is that without sex, the body dies quicker. Especially with males, who in general have a lower life span.
its quite the opposit.
look at nature: insects and reptiles
males live to impregnate, but die after they are finished. Often, they got eaten after breeding, from exactly the same female they were together with.
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Did i mention that my sclera are now a bit brighter?
She’d probably try to fatten him up in the courting season, while telling him how handsome he is, as he grows towards full maturity…
Yeah nothing to see here guys, move along! 
Seriously I think a healthy sex drive works better for most people than self-denial, but we’re not all alike so whatever.
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Classic sign of starvation. No, seriously.
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… its just that i experienced very spiritual phases, with glowing white eyes and unconventional bliss,
but also phases of ungoing lust and aggression.
Idk anything.
you know that i talk about the white part of the eye?
~also, those bloody lines have decreased in numbers