I’ve such a strong crush on a girl…I can’t stop thinking of her but this girl has a boyfriend and I’m in a relationship with a “friend with benefits”. Just wanna make clear I’d never this girl I’m with, but I’m not in love with her and I feel a strong attraction for my crush.
I’m very busy working, chores and so on. I don’t wanna sound lazy but I have no material time to start reading and learning black magick thoroughly. However, I’ve the most important thing: my willpower. I live with my family I can’t set proper rituals with protection cleansing, specific oils and all that stuff. I can light some candles and burn incense in my room though, and play videos of rituals, sigils, enns or whatever on youtube.
I know magick is complex and it requires times and patiente to be learnt…I can’t just ask for something and wait for inmediate results, I know!!! The thing is I need to feel better and either stop thinking of this girl I like or shoot my shot and try to seduce her. I’m a very direct person I never think twice before asking out BUT this girl makes me feel so mad that I want to create attraction before I try anything with her.
I’ve read that it’s very important to set proper protection wards on my home, car and personal items before I curse or cast spells. But again, I read books and all of them come with difficult spells with strange herbs, objects and stuff.
I need to breakup my crush’s relationship and then cast a lust/love spell on her…or just cast the spell and see if she cheats on her BF with me and then make her break up. Please, don’t judge me, I’m just being transparent I like that girl I just wanna be happy with her.
My crush and I work together, for the same company but we don’t see each other everyday. We coincide maybe twice a week or so and sometimes we chat on whasapp or IG. I’ve never showed my true feelings I don’t wanna be seen as “needy”. Never treated her like a special person but I asked her for favors so that I could develop a closer relationship. She accepted to do some favours for me and ever since we’ve been closer…to the point I tell her my arguments and details of my relationship and she tell me her problems too…This is bad I don’t wanna be friendzoned I never behave in a very friendly way and I listen to her problems because she’s been very kind with me.
I really need to touch her, kiss her…even if a long-term relationship is not possible…
How can black magick help me get what I want??
I need to learn how to protect me and my surroundings and then start playing magick. I tried to summon Sitri and asked for this girl but nothing happened yet. I just meditated on Sitri’s enn whilst lying in bed but I used no candles or incense, nothing at all. I think I need to do things better.