I’m an European girl in her late 20s. I decided to join this community because I would like to find more information about demon I’ve been dealing with since my childhood.
I tried other forums and groups, but everyone told me to pray and hope for the best. Unfortunately, ten years ago I tried this piece of advice, and it didn’t work as I expected. He didn’t obey, and I became a very unlucky person. I spent three years visiting doctors because my health suddenly became terrible. I didn’t know with who I was dealing, but we made a deal “I’ll be your friend, if you won’t hurt me.”
It worked like a charm. I used to be the least popular girl at school and then suddenly something changed. My grades improved, and I even became a class president. Everything I did lead me to success. I even found friends with the same hobbies. I was happy. I even could guess things in the future and pass all the exams with almost no studying.
However, one night demon showed himself sitting on my bed. I wanted to scream, but somehow I felt safe. I asked him if he helped me to achieve everything. He didn’t say a word, just smiled. He kept me visiting for one year. I could feel his breath and hear him calling my name and asking me if I miss him.
Everything was fine, but things around me got worse. Everyone close to me (my friends and guys who showed interest in me) got hurt or almost died by commiting a suicide or having a carcrash. All of them. When my best friend almost died, I felt guilty and tried to poison myself. But the demon’s voice told me I don’t need them because I have HIM and my death won’t solve anything. Then I got nauseus and threw up. I didn’t die.
I moved to a new apartment and started dating some guys. It was okay because the demon didn’t find me. But guys reported me about weird lucid dreams they had and then all left me. The previous partner told me about unusual feelings he had when touching me. According to him, our relationship felt like committing a huge crime. It lead him to mental breakdowns, so we broke up. And here we go… The demon came back and has been visiting me atleast twice a week since 2016.
I became a loner again because I started losing my friends and dates again. Yesterday I was told that they weren’t good enough, and he can give me more…
That’s my story. He’s very powerful and lustful. He’s envious and possessive. I would like to find more about similar demons/creatures, so I joined this site. Three days ago he tried to have sex with me, but suddenly my dog started barking and he left. It means, the demon can be seen by animals.
I have no idea what to do… I like him because he helped me a lot. However, when he gets angry or envious, it’s a little scary.
Thank you for reading.