I just created my account for the first time after having researched on this forum for the last few weeks. figured it was about time. My name is chris, and I live in sc of us. so I’m super new to practicing magick. I feel like I resonate so much with the LHP and black magick (people are saying this is racist to say, so correct me if I should call it something else now). I am truly lost. I have no clue how to feel my own energy, do the chakra things, or even use any psychic abilities. I hope to eventually see or hear spirits. evoke and invoke. I hope to get acquainted with my shadow and hs. I hope to work with infernals and the goetia, if they even wish to work with me. I wish to meet my guides and ancestors. I have so much to learn and I have no damn clue how to properly start. while I have used these forums for research I have had to navigate with little concept of what to look for, picking up a little and putting pieces together. it has been hard to determine good useful info from the opposite and I dont know how to sift through things to start properly. im meditating and trying to learn how to enter a trance. I am trying to figure out how to get the theta gamma sync to happen. I cant even lucid dream let alone soul travel. im so damn confused. guidance would be awesome. I dont have anything to contribute but once I gain experience I will love to add to things. I have tried 3 evocation and not much has happened. nothing worth noting yet. I want to experience seeing and hearing so I may aquire personal gnosis and grow my power. I look forward to the guidance and wealth of knowledge you all have and will try not to ask things already asked. thank you all for any assistance and welcoming you provide.