Hello everyone, I’m John.
I’m a new member and completely new to magik. I have been interested in the concept my entire life, and a few years ago my friend introduced me to the concept of black magic. I haven’t really acted on it due to my lack of bravery, but tonight I decided to research and get some help. I would like to gain a general knowledge of different types of magik and learn some vocabulary of course.
But I do have my own bigger goals with magik. I am really interested in preforming some type of lust spell. I have a crush on one of my guy friends (who acts straight but never has specifically said he was) and I think he might actually be gay. Some of my friends suspect it as well as there seem to be signs. I am going to be blunt and say that I really want to have sex with him if it’s possible. What steps should I take to make this happen?
Just as a bit of explanation. (I am just going to blunt and truthful.) Last year we had a party and he ended up getting really messed up. I got him to take his shirt off (which was super hot) and talk more about sexual things. I also convinced him to walk away from my friend’s party because it was “boring.” I then convinced him to walk me back to his place after I told him that since he was messed up that I should look after him. (I tried to get him to my place first because it was a “closer walk” but really I just wanted an easier way to get to him. Unfortunately my friends ruined that.) I felt like we where actually about to have sex at his place, but things just went wrong because he got sick. I continue to fantasize about what could have happened that night. If he is gay or could possibly be swinged in that direction, I would love to be his relief in all honesty.
Today he resparked my interest. We have returned from summer break and he has started dressing a little more “gay” (he even started wearing earrings). We were sitting on the couch and he got kinda close to me and I moved over because I was surprised. We also went to his room and I laid on his bed and he put his ass pretty close to me. Of course my other friend was there to be in the way.
We also workout together often. I am trying to get fit like him, so if there is any magik I can preform to help me get to a more perfect body quicker then please let me know that too.
In the end, this spring we are going on a trip with all my friends and we are getting two rooms. I am thinking about putting him in my room and putting the others in a separate room so that me and him can be alone. I want to start a little friends with benefits relationship that is our little secret. I am not looking for much more than sex with him, but I would love to see where the relationship takes us. This may be the best time to prepare for. It also gives me some time to learn more about magik.
Thank you so much for reading all this. I am excited to read anyone’s advice. If you have any question, please ask me