New magician

Hey there. I am a 35 year old guy who is new to this. I have strong intuition and I do use tarot cards, but I have never made a spell before.

The reason why I am here is because I am living with a guy in a strange relationship. We are not intimate in any ways, and my insecurities are getting the best of me because I really lust for him. I want to change that so that he has lust for me and starts making an effort to make this work. I want him to fall in love with me and reciprocate my feelings and lusts.

Thank you for the help!
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