New but not really


#1

I’m pretty excited as this place is putting all my deep interests together into something that makes sense. Throughout my life I was always interested in what’s outside the box like contacting entities by using psychedelics (psilocybin, LSD, dimethyltryptamine - DMT), meditation, radionics, law of attraction, etc.
As a born catholic I never conformed to the religious dogma that the society was trying to program me with therefore I never really ventured into working with Demons and Angels as a way to expend my search to enlightenment but this place has made that drastic shift.

It all started about two months ago when I was looking for a new book to expend my horizons per say. By searching for recommended books in some of the Facebook groups that I belong to I found the book called “The Kybalion” and that started the chain of events that brought me here. After listening to the audiobook version of that book I joined a small Magick Facebook group based on the The Kybalion Principles which I find strong resonance with. My introduction to the system of Magick started there. Once again I asked for a book recommendation and was presented with only one book “The Book of Smokeless Fire”. After reading that book I asked the person that recommended that book why he recommended it, his answer was that he doesn’t really know why, he was just compelled to do it. As I don’t believe in coincidences (everything happens for a reason) my research started and hello BALG LOL.

After reading through the forums and books on Angels and Demons I have an attraction to both as I see them as entities neither good or evil as that is just a degree of a perspective (programing) from the operator/observer. Also I have a strong urge to create a Sigil from my name, the 7 Kybalion principles and 4 to 8 Angels and Demons that I will be working with, I find that interesting.

My first vision of a Demon and an Angel happened last night when I was meditating while listening to Gammadrone binaural beats meditation track https://higher-music.bandcamp.com/album/gammadrone that was recommended on this forum. I saw a toll dark smoky being (kind of like dark smoke moving with the wind) with long curved white horns. Then consciously I thought about an angel and a being with large white wings clothed in grayish hooded robe appeared and the vision ended. Wonder who those guys were.

Thanks for reading my experience and glad to be here.


#2

Welcome to the BALG forum.


#3

It sounds like you have done some good research already. The BALG site has many posts and links that can help. Welcome to the forum.