So as I posted earlier,last night I contacted Lucifer to help me deal with a certain matter and to ask him to tell me what I must do in my next step towards power.
He was very blunt telling me I lacked discipline and must focus more on my work if I wish to advance.I must admit I have been slacking lately with my work and justifying it telling myself “Well I work 2 jobs now.” “Well I’m just too tired and not feeling it tonight.” And the big one "I dont have as much space and privacy as I’m used to because I had to move in with my parents til I can get my own place."
The truth is there are ways around all these things.I still have days off and if not a day I still have a couple hours between jobs to at least meditate and do some basic energy raising.And I can always wait for my parents to either leave or go to sleep because when they’re home the TV is blaring or they’re arguing at the top of their lungs.
Anyway after being told this and realizing my faults I asked Lucifer to send me a sign of what I should do next to not only increase our bond but to help me gain more power and knowledge.
Lucifer was silent.I closed the ritual and went to sleep.
I got up for work this morning at 3:30am being I have to be at work at 4:30am,got ready and headed into work.Now mind you this was mere hours after the ritual as it was conducted pretty late and being I fell asleep right after the ritual I had already forgotten the fact that I had asked Lucifer for a sign of what’s next.It turns out he wanted me to figure this one out myself hence his silence.
As soon as I walked into work my co-workers were looking under a table saying there was a mouse hiding underneath it.
One of my dumbass co-workers chased it out with a broom and tried to kill it with the bristle of the broom.
I yelled out “USE THE BUISNESS END DUMBASS!” And with one fell swoop I cracked the mouse on the head caving its skull in which forced his eyes to pop out his skull.
I watched as it squirmed and twitched as it died and as I watched it’s last few moments on this earth the name LUCIFER immediately sprung into my mind.I thought to myself “I HAVE to take this home” which is weird being mice usually make me squeal like a girl.I threw a rag over it and put it in a trash bag and said I was gonna go throw it away.Instead I went to the trash compactor outside and found some cut stone by the maintenance shed.I found a stone with the center cut out so I stuffed the small bag into the cut out and turned it upside down so I could grab it when I left work.
Throughout the day I kept catching myself whistling the tune of “3 Blind Mice” unintentionally.(remember it’s eyes popped out) which also felt like some kind of sign or message that this carcass was meant to be used for something.
So I decided to make a thread asking about it’s potential uses in majick.
The second reply I got was another member (thanks Gloalitz)apparently in Grimorum Verum it mentions Lucifer enjoys rodents as a sacrifice.I must have missed this when reading GV but I am going to read through it again to see what I can find.
Which brings me to my question:Who of you have performed animal sacrifices/offerings? Will it matter that the creature is already dead?
I feel like this was given to me by Lucifer to use as an offering.For what I’m not sure yet.But any and all advice on animal offerings would be greatly appreciated.As to how to present the offering and if it differs from other simple forms of offerings such as incense and alcohol.
I plan on contacting Lucifer before the ritual tonight but I would like to hear some experienced advice.
Thanks in advance!