So this all started when I took LSD. I had taken it plenty of times before but I had recently been trying to open my 3rd eye. I had a really bad trip and felt possessed and kept getting visuals or death and demons. Eventually a friend came over to calm me down and I then felt like I was an avenger.
The whole ordeal was so frightening and I took LSD a few times after to experiment and still felt this evil presence. It was at this point that I felt like there was definitely something there haunting me as it was now the 4th time and I felt the exact same feeling consecutively. I was happy because I knew there was a reason and I wasn’t going crazy so at the same time I was excited to figure what this all was
I was then at a concert and felt this evil and decided to ignore it. When the strangest thing happened and I started seeing patterns and symbols. I then saw an alter and charged it somehow. I was then able to see energy and breathed in different lights as well as being able to breath out black energy. I then saw an image of the Pope and I asked to get this evil energy off me and to forgive it. Which I felt lifted it off me
After finding this forum and googling multiple things I believe I was able to see energy and expel negative energy through breathing much like the techniques I see on here about chakra and creating a sphere of protection and love etc.
I think that I tapped into what I believe was the 5th dimension because the patterns I saw were the exact same images as I saw in videos explaining it when I tried looking for answers and I had never ever seen these before.
I have used the forum Search function and found lots of information but I still don’t know where to start. I have been meditating and trying to open my chakra points but so far the only progress I have made is to feel a tingling sensation between my eyebrows which should be my third eye. I haven’t tried any other techniques as I dunno where a beginner should start and what is safe to start trying.
I looked at the purple beginner thread and other beginner threads but haven’t been able to accomplish anything yet.
I also take ket regularly and before trying to open my 3rd eye I was only able to have random dreams. But now I can astral project and see vortexes. Twice I was able to see my third eye and my heart chakra. But they then disappear and I start again from scratch. What am I doing wrong? Also when I astral project and go to other worlds I get attacked as if psychically.
I have decided to go vegan as I’ve heard the pain inflicted on animals lowers your frequency when you eat it. I also drink apple cider vinegar 3 times a day. I have ordered some chakra stones for help with meditation and I will be getting some turmeric powder to apply at night on my forehead.
Whenever I take LSD now I just get evil images of torture etc. As well as faeces and such. Can anyone help with these topics? Sometimes the more I focus on them the more they evolve and eventually they kinda of evolve from their original firms and then turn into nano particle type cyborg versions much like black panther from avengers but a armoured version of a deamon
My other question involves. Wealth. I see people are doing magic and have jobs etc. But then if they are able to do magic and gain wealth. Why are they still working jobs? Why are there spells for wealth in the NAP book and then there are stories of people getting promotions using NAP rather than just manifesting money?
Sorry for the long post and any guidance would be very appreciated!