So this isn’t really something I enjoy doing. Iv always hated reaching out to others for help, but right now I don’t know what to do.
Recently iv been doubting my faith, stopped working with Lilith because it just didn’t seem right. Started to feel drawn to Lucifer, but today everything just fell apart. I lost nearly all my friends, boyfriend and I broke up. Things been stressful, been depressed. It’s bad, worse than usual. Now I’m stuck with nothing but pain and isolation.
Losing my boyfriend was probably the worst part because iv craved and yearned for a soulmate. A guy to spend my life with. Really thought this guy was the one.
I need something, guidance, advice, a scan, a tarot reading, I don’t know and I don’t care it’s just I don’t know who else to reach out to, so I’m trying here.
I really hope I don’t sound needy or anything, I just feel like I’m slowly losing it.