I tried to enter a pact with azazel to bring power into my life, I am going through erics divination course and thought fuck it, I’ll use a spirit board to contact a spirit I know instead of some random shmuck.
My first try he was basically him telling me to do a ritual with me and him there, then he randomly said goodbye. then the second one went like this. (I had a dream before the second session that I think was trying to tell me that there were friends waiting for me to call out to them.)
Me: Is there a spirit here
Me:Who are you
Me: Is there anybody else here.
Me: What would you like to tell me?
Azazel: Open a sigil to marbas
azazel: become any object
me: what object should I become?
azazel: yourself, yourself, (I felt like this was just my mind at the time, so I asked a random question.)
Me: can you tell me anything I don’t know to prove this isn’t in my head
azazel: sorry, no
Me: Is there any wandering spirits that want to contact me here, nosay (I’m guessing hes saying" I wont say."
Me: azazel tell me again what you want me to turn into
what kind of monster,
why turn me into or make me be more satan like,
azazel: because you are his follower
(I thought the word “why,” and he left by moving the planchette to goodbye)
Me: Is azazel still here,
Me: who is
Me: why satan?
Marbas: He is your follower.
Me: He is MY follower?
Me: Am I his follower (I don’t consider myself luciferian or satanist, but I feel a call to satan, I know thats cringey and a typical thing on these forums, but its true.)
Me: What will this give me?
Me: Is there anything you would like to tell me before I leave.
Marbas: Azazel is mad,
Me: was it about me?
Me: Is that why he said bye?
Me: Is there anything else?
Me: Thank you Marbas, goodbye.\
This is my first attempt, and to be honest I want your guy’s opinions on whether or not this was just my subconscious moving the board, based on all of your experience, does this seem like a typical encounter?