Hey, a thought came to mind suddenly and it’s making a radiating heat in my chest and making my body shiver to think about it, so I think I’m on the right track about what my purpose is.
I think I am meant to be a healer. Growing up I’ve brought plants back to health from wilting just by touching them or kissing their leaves. I’ve given health back to sick birds. I can tell when an animal or person is about to die. I’ve cared for sick and injured animals and bugs my whole life.
Now that I’m learning vampirism I only want to use it to draw the negative energies out of people and since learning it (only a week ago) people have stopped getting attitudes with me or when I’m around. I want to learn how to make servitors and am looking up how. But despite wanting to make one for helping with my writers block, instead my heart wants to make one to feed the negative energies I pull to it, so my own body doesnt get impacted by it all.
Honestly even growing up I tried to heal the earth by laying in the grass once a day for an hour…
Anyways I really think it’s my duty to be a healer. But I would appreciate if someone could teach me what more I could do.
Seek the Queen Lilith’s advise. Ask her to teach you and to guide you. Also suggest who else she recommends working with after you have gained mastery of her teachings.
I feel that she will love you for such act of human interest.
“healing” in the occult is a catchall for a lot of different gifts. Figure out how yours functions more specifically, its limits and its side effects, uses and misuses. Most importantly, book up on how cults and medicine societies and magical orders across history trained, regulated, and honed it.
You could also get a large black tourmaline and hold it in your right hand while drawing those energies with the left and pass it into the tourmaline. You’d have to clear the tourmaline later. I use carnelian for that.
Yes, she is the goddess of healing and war, a pairing i like about her, the only thing stoping me from working with her more is my laziness and current working lol
Selenite is an amazing grounding stone. My spiral wand is 10" long and I have a copper wire wrapped around it to amplify it.
Size isn’t important with grounding stones.
Hematite is a good grounder as well.
That’s good to know. I had tried to get a pendant for my boyfriend and I to wear. But any time we did bad stuff happened. Maybe they were meant to be cleansed and then used for grounding instead.