She seems to like to play with my dick until I get an erection but as soon as that happens she stops. It gets frustrating, so I try to get to the bottom of it but so far I’m still not sure why she does it. It’s almost as if she can’t go any further but maybe she doesn’t want to?
So yeah she gives me a form of blue balls that is spiritual, in a sense that it’s not like physical blue balls. Don’t know if that makes sense.
I still haven’t been intimate with her in 9 months now. I’m not angry at her nor am I complaining but I can’t figure out her reason for this behaviour. She seems to mark me all the time aswell as I can feel drops of liquid fall on my shoulder. Apparently it’s their way of marking their partner as explained by @succupedia once if I’m not mistaken.
Either way I’m still very grateful for her.
I can only feel her physically but I can’t feel the energetic presence.
I have no way of communicating with her either.
I think however that she does react a bit if I focus on her touches more.
Is she waiting for something?