Pathworking - Samael
2020-05-16T22:00:00Z
Time sure moves fast. I didn’t update because the previous vision was well, a bit too much for me excluding the visual experience of making a meal out of close relative. I am a bit shocked of the graphic visual experiences of this part pf the pathworking, hence the long break I needed to ground a little and get myselfg together before I were ready to continue. I haven’t reported much on the dream aspect of this pathworking as well as the opening visions I probabaly should start doing that. Today was a bit special though before I began the ritual mar was pulled out, it looks like this:
I like to place the intersection of the serprents head to the north and place myself in the direction of the Qlipha I am working with. In this case it would be the third sigil. I tend to bloody the sigil a bit before each meditation session. You can according to me if you don’t want to offer blood on the pages of the book, use this as a sigil as those are the same. Which is what I use as of right now, along with the Qliphothic star amulet you can burn it if you want on a wooden surface if that’s easier for you, and it’s cheaper too than ordering the actual amulet, however it works really well.
I didn’t use any tools other than my mind as this is a meditation session and as such I like to scale things down quite a bit from when I do evocations. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t use some if you feel like it, I like to mix Myrrh incense and Dragon’s blood as I’ve done it a couple of times although I have not shared that indp up until now, combining those incenses produces a very bittersweet musky and strong scent.
Then I did reversed breathing cycle, for this I’ll have to refer you to the book The Draconian Ritual Book or Qliphothic Meditations for exact method on how to do it, but essentially you revese the breath cycle by imagining that you exhale when you inhale and vice versa. I did that until I lost touch with the environment that I was in. The sensation when going deep into this meditation according to me feels like the floor drops from underneath you or it can also feel like you are spinning while also being split in two. Then once I had reached this state of self-induced confusion I focused on the imagery of the obsidian inverse pyramid. At first, as my mind was torn today the imagery weren’t perfectly clear but cleared up quite a bit the deeper I got into the meditation.I were sitting cross legged viewing the scenery through a first person view I was sitting isnide pitch blackness but somehow there was light coming from somehwere, perhaps it was the other Ziggurats that look veyr much akin to those of the sigils; pyramids with a lidless green eye peering at me. The type of green were emerald green, along with a blackish red around the reptilian slit in the eyes. The peered at me for sure and I turned my eyes towards the chalice in my hands, which was ornate though. It was golden for sure and very large but not fancy at all. I then chanted the name Samael, and pretty quickly like through telepathy other words was thrown back to me and I think they said:
Amesh-Aporah
Leh vashj
Samael
They came to me as fragments as the feathers of the peackock king manifested inside the chalice until he floated up and out of the it; cross legged he was floating in the air. His lower body where that of a humanoid peacock with the large feather boa behind his back. His upperbody were deep blue, like the ocean. His eyes were red like rubies and had a reptilian slit in them too. On his head he had a very Inca-like crown for some reason he stretched put his arms and from seemingly behind his back came black serpents one at a time slithering along his warm until they reached the chalice and bit it, four of them in total eventually filled up the chalice with the black venom. That’s when he dissolved and I was expected to drink this foul concoction. I did it and it produced a pshyical sensation like you swallow regular drinking water. I didn’t need to imagine this at tall but after dirnking all of it and then throwing the chalice to the side, the effects were pretty immediate meaning, a very vast and quick energetic surge ran through all over my arms, legs and body and every muscle in my body contracted, I wish I would’ve filmed this so you could’ve seen this as I don’t consider it a joke and is diffcult to prove otherwise. At any rate as the effects set in I kept chanting “I am Samael” over and over while my body dissolved, it dissolved through being burnt, black flames with white edges burned my body away until there was nothing but ash and smoke left, the black smoke joined in with blackness similar to that from where started except there was nothing here, other than me and peackock eyes.
This is the part where it will get pretty confusing. So firstly one of the peacock eyes (the eye of a feather), pulled me into a vision where several of various peacock feathers where pulled to the side on the opposite end of one another. Then came a vision a minotaur more bull than man though. The skin where grey and black. It had orange eyes and ran quickly on its hooved legs, bnehind it flew a serpentine dragon, with the head of Smaug, through a pine forest. The dragon was deep red and appeared to be almost shining while it chased the minotaur. The minotaur man reached a lonely house and tore open the door and pulled an infant out of its crib and swallowerd it whole, like a serpent would do with a mouse.
The child was crying, tumbling through the void seemingly endlessly until it suddenly landed on the surface of black water, causing rings on its surface. Then The water lit up and a scenery took form, in this vision the child had the pentagram drawn on it’s stomach in red and a cultist in a monks robe had lit white wax candles around, it look like a scene from medival-satanic themed movies more or less. The monk/cultist had raised his arms to the sky in the shape of the Algiz rune, seemingly performing some sort of dedication ritual on the child. Then the scenery faded and I were back into the void however small bright star points instead of the peacock eyes were seen. They kept spinning around me, and I noticed that my chanting had changed from: I am Samael - to; I Ehn Shamnael as it progressed it became Ah EE Ehnn Shamael. As the spinning occured, I heard a telepathic voice a a horrific creature took form. The Horrific creature I am refering to is of course Samael, however his face look partially like that of the night king, although much more squarelike jaw, the skin were beige and green the being had feathery wings that seemed to be grafted onto human flesh, weird description I know. It was hairless. And its eyes where that of red and black, meaning red eyes (like red wine) and a serpentine slit. The being was very well built though and peered at my with a gaze that’s best desribed as amusment but also contained a very noticeable malice. He then jumped or rather glided towards me and then pulled me up until I was at eye level with him and he the proceeded to bite into my third eye. Not only did it produce a very noticeable physical sensation, like two points right next to the middle of my forehead coupled with a definite pressure that filled half of my skull. When he let me go, I were a heaping mess being dissolved one more from my regular appearence to that of a skeleton, the radiated green smoke. The bright points appeared and spun again until there weren’t anything but blackness, then the demon appeared behind a large bonfire covering him up to his waist, while the rest of him were clearly visible. He then opened his mouth seemingly to say something. However his words instead reached my mind and eventually my mouth which spoke the following words;
“You are not quite ready for the full immersion of these workings as of yet, but you are getting there.”
He continued;
“You must seize to resist this experience due to fear, let it override everything and dissolve everything you thought you knew. Know that I shall help you to acomplish this. For I am Samael the posion of God that will now come to visit you every night, whispering the the secret poision into ear while you sleep. I shall come to you every night at 3:33 and keep whispering into your ear, until you are filled with it; thereby find the cure of God; the cure of the ordered limitation of stasis. You shall say my name three times before you sleep and I shall come.”
After that it was like the secenery was sinking beneath me into the void and I came back to my regular consciousness. You are perhaps starting to see what I mean by not really liking this particular part of the pathworking. Other strange experiences pertaining to this current have happened too but this will have to do for now…I’ll update with more experiences some other time when I have more time on my hands.
I have no idea what the words mean by the way…that is a project for another day for me to find out.
All the best