I was wondering what drew me to you for a while,
Perhaps it’s the green in your eyes or your white teeth smile.
I know you are oft wrapped up in your head,
Control is a delicate game of stepping just ahead.
Intuition works better than words that were said,
And remembering the book that we read.
I leave my body at night for a forked-tongue kiss,
It will be likewise with you, my narcissist prince.
And although I’m much more intelligent and successful than you,
I’ll be sure to see you in a spell or two.”
_ -Laileb Pornicarc-chwit._
I would like those of you reading this to reserve judgement. Or to leave this post if you don’t agree with what I’m doing. But the fact is, I am going to curse someone. It’s what people on here do, so I don’t want to hear anyone telling me off for it.
A karmic thing was happening to me. I was absolutely obsessed with a guy who wanted to use me for his own satisfaction. I went to see a psychic in person today and could feel strong energy in the air, I absolutely believe her. Despite the fact this guy was an ass was confirmed by @ebdr I still had my tarot cards and YouTube card readings and many other people implying this guy was meant for me. Apparently, my intuition and the universe was leading me to this guy, so he could hurt me, so I could learn more about myself and my mistakes. Another clear reason to move away from RHP and into LHP.
I have done two evocations mentioned in my journal. A ritual to Lucifer where I asked him to move my own obsession into this guy. And a ritual to Lord Rosier where I asked him to bring us together. My tarot readings changed after I did the ritual. Sensations in me changed. People on here I would talk to would say that this guy is interested in me, is checking out my Facebook with obsession but also confidence. When we were talking, I always chased him cause I figured he was shy and nice! But I see everything now. He really is a narcissist gameplayer. And he is confident because he is obsessed with control over people, and me.
I want him to know that I have magic powers and that he’s fucked with the wrong person. The poem above was put on my Facebook wall. Laileb Pornicarc-chwit is an anagram for ‘Belial, Capricorn and witch’. (This guy is a capricorn). Not that I’ve asked for Belial to do anything involving him, but I might.
For over a year I’ve been infatuated and obsessed. And continually lied to by angel and romance cards and readings. I will make this guy obsessed with me and curse him too. He was not a teacher for my angels to use to hurt me to healing. He will not hurt someone else because he couldn’t hurt me. I’m going to put a stop to him myself. I’m considering Astarte’s love slave ritual, though I don’t want to bind myself to him, just him to me. I was also thinking of Hecate, since she does justice matters. I would ask her to view his evil and punish him accordingly.
I would appreciate comments and suggestions for spells and entities. Thanks.