My Path

12/23/20 - 12/24/20
My dreams have continued to be vivid the last few days.
I also had two deja vu moments yesterday. I usually tend to have experiences like this when my life is going well.
I also had a precognitive experience yesterday. I was having a conversation with someone and I suddenly had a deja vu moment and then knew the next things they were going to say. These experiences are always weird and fascinating. They also never turn out to be useful. I’ve heard of people seeing things that are impactful on their future but that has never been the case for me. It’s always an interesting experience though. I felt like I had just unlocked a dream memory from like several months before. Weird.
Yesterday I started to build an astral temple and was continuing my work with visualization and clairvoyance exercises. I struggled to visualize the astral temple, I feel like my imagination abilities have a long way to go. I called on Raziel and asked him to empower it. I plan to spend several minutes a day over the next few days visiting it so I can solidify it.

I also succeeded in structuring. I structured the letter ‘t’, ‘x’, and then I did a triangle. I tried to add color to the triangle to make it the fire element gateway but that was still beyond my abilities. This was empowering because I feel like I’m experiencing some minor success.

On the subject of energy body development. I had pre stimulated my ajna chakra before I practiced structuring. After I finished structuring I was just staring at the wall and the middle of my vision had a purple blob in it. I assume this is related to the brow chakra since its color is purple. It was still there when I closed my eyes. Also, when I roll my eyes up towards my forehead I see the weirdest stuff. I saw a geometric pattern of rectangles.

I haven’t been doing much over Christmas.

A little before Christmas I did the generosity ritual from Words of Power by the GoM. I think it worked because so far I have gotten several times monetary value what I normally get. Last year my aunt gave me 50 dollars and this year I got 150. Gifts from other relatives added up to much more than usual. Of course, it’s not all about receiving but at least the magick seems to have worked.

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I had another lucid dream last night. So far I’ve noticed that I have lucid dreams much more often when my dreams are associated with a fear and could be considered more negative, likely because I realize this isn’t my normal life.

I tried out invoking omnipotence. Before I did the meditation I felt lethargic. I struggled to feel the light actually entering my body but after a while I started to feel like I was pulling in more than just normal air. It was really energizing. After invoking omnipotence the world around me seemed enhanced.


The last few days I have been doing the first gate of invocation from Archangels of Magick. I think the archangel invocation can be really useful because it’s a way of literally changing your personality. It’s like I get to add another ability to my character you know.

This morning I called on Gabriel to invoke discipline. Since you need to discipline to get everything else it was the trait I called on first. Next time I do this I think I’ll invoke genius, release, or empathy.

Also, to report on my initiation into the sphere of Nahemoth; I feel like I made an important realization coming into finals week that helped me. I’m not sure that it was related to the trial of the sphere but it might be. I wanted to use a lot of magick to help prepare for my finals. I did a divination with the book of fate on whether that would be successful. My answer could be summarized as “don’t rely on the magick of higher forces when you could use hard work”. So I used mundane means to achieve my goals and that worked out really well. I feel like I’ve innately gained an understanding that I can’t be ungrounded. Ignoring the physical world in favor of the spiritual is escapism.

With this completed, I initiated through the next sphere of the qliphoth -Gamaliel- last night to continue my qliphothic alchemy.

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So a few days ago I read psychic sex command and forbidden parapsychology, which are suspiciously similar in content even though they are written by different authors.
They were super interesting though, they both describe how to do remote influence using visualization.
The method described in psychic sex command involves visualizing the person in a situation with you doing what you want them to do, which is pretty simple. It’s really a form of telepathy because you are communicating the visualized situation to the subject, this situation is then communicated to their subconscious mind.

So if I wanted someone to be nice to me and visualized them being nice to me their subconscious mind would not really be able to distinguish this from reality. Then, their subconscious would be like, “we were just nice to this person so I guess I better change the attitude of the conscious upstairs”. This is similar to the visualizations employed in Psycho Cybernetics except they are being sent to someone else’s mind.

The only downside is that it can take a long time to reprogram someone’s mind.
So far I used this to accomplish one minor remote influence goal.
Psychic Sex Command also describes a remote seduction method based on touch which is like the instant turn on spell posted on BALG. It is so much fun to use in public.

I used it on a stranger who was focused on their work and after a few minutes they started to look around in a confused manner. After that they struggled to focus and glanced at me occasionally.
After that, I tried one more test subject. I chose another target who was a stranger and used the method on them for like 15 minutes just to see what I could do. I wasn’t able to see their body language as well this time but they were making a public announcement where I was at. While they were speaking I used the method on them twice and both times they had awkward pauses/ breaks in their voice.

I have chosen a target to practice remote seduction on over a longer period of time just to see what happens. I’m not really interested in having a relationship with them but I feel like it would be fun to experiment since I am nonattached.
I only know the target as an acquaintance and they are like a 9/10 compared to me: a solid 6 or 7 on a good day. So, it’s safe to say that this wouldn’t happen naturally.

I am definitely going to experiment with this more.
Visualization Exercises:
Last night I experienced a weird feeling of nonlocality when doing my visualization exercises. I felt like I was not entirely in my body and experienced weird sensations in my crown.

Also, when I am doing visualization practice I see rings behind closed eyelids. They start out large and then shrink to a smaller size when they are replaced by another one.


I’ve decided that I am going to keep my focus on personal work instead of evoking spirits. I have only done one evocation so far, and I did not see that much from it. Anyways, I can get more out of energy work and manifestation at this point in my development.

I was looking into the rings that I saw behind my closed eyelids and in the Raising Kundalini course workbook I saw Robert Bruce describe a ripple wave effect that he thinks is associated with the third eye. The only catch was the ripple wave effect goes from small to large whereas what I saw went from large to small. I’ll leave that for future investigation.

In the same way that a scientist records their procedure before an experiment I’m recording a skeletal procedure for my remote seduction sessions along with a report of the third one to see how things change over time.

A mild trance state is the minimum for this exercise.

Phase 1 - Initial Connection:
Interact with the target in a friendly way. Just as a normal romantic relationship begins with gaining familiarity with the other person, so does the remote influencing. This stage serves to establish a psychic connection with the target. The connection grows stronger over time. It is best to visualize the target providing the majority of the enthusiasm for the social interactions, i.e. you’re playing hard to get.
This phase should last one to two weeks to weaken subconscious resistance from the target.
Phase 2 - Departing friendzone:
Now visualize the target providing much more enthusiasm in your interactions. They are chasing you and you are putting mild effort into discouraging them at every step of the way. The target is laughing and enjoying your company. Also, they are showing common body language signs of attraction. This phase should last one to two weeks. Start to incorporate fleeting physical contact later in this phase and try to reproduce the tactile sensation (this is important).
Phase 3:
In this phase you gradually escalate the visualizations to whatever level you want. Always recreate the sensation of physical contact with the target as this is essential. This phase can go on indefinitely.

Notes: increased duration means increased effect.

Report on RS session 3:
I did the 9 breath method 2 times and did the full body bounce for 1 minute and full body energy raising for 5. I then did the 9 breath method again and it was super powerful. The 9 breath method seems to jumpstart my energy body and when used after warming up the energy pathways it is even more effective.

I was already relaxed at this point and continued on to a session. I visualized myself in an elevator going up to floor 16, for some reason the elevator wouldn’t let me out any earlier. Then I started walking down a hallway to a room where I knew my target was waiting for me :wink:.

The room I do it in is super barebones yet it feels more physical than any random visualization I do. It feels like it has more spiritual “mass”. I feel myself entering the room and visualize it. It has a table with two seats, two windows and a bed. It has a brown, muted, hue to it. I entered the room and saw myself closing the door. Then I saw my target standing there. I try to imagine them as well as I can. While I am doing this I do it all from the first person.
I then said my target’s name three times and looked into their eyes. When I did this I felt a connection to them. Then I saw their third eye and connected it to mine. I felt the energy flowing from my third eye into them. I borrowed this from
I then repeated the same process with the heart chakra because it couldn’t hurt. Later I think I will do the same with the sacral.

After this I moved on to the meat of the process. I created a random scenario of talking with my target, it was mostly freeform with me adding certain modifications and using certain techniques to influence them. I am not doing any physical contact yet so as not to cause any resistance.

Throughout the conversation I would be whispering in my target’s ear mentally. I made this their “mental voice” and tried to make it sound like their real voice.

I sat down with my target and she smiled at me and was super energetic. Immediately from the beginning I am manipulating the target to be on the chase for me, whereas I am constantly playing hard to get. I conjured up a random conversation. Most of it focused on her asking questions to me, and being impressed with whatever I said. I used the mental voice to reinforce that saying things like “you find that attractive”. I also sent commands to through the third eye link.
To add to the power dynamic I had over my target I mentioned to her that I needed her advice on a girl I was pursuing. At this point I “stepped in to her mind”. I imagined I was her and felt the third eye link flowing into me, and looked upon myself and was smitten with him. I used this to further program my target. I (as the target) was pissed and was like “Don’t forget about the girls that might be in your vicinity”. I made her resolve to win my heart.

I essentially repeated this process for 10 minutes with different things. I vary the scenario a little bit just to keep it interesting for me; however, the goal is not for it to be overly realistic, the goal is to program the target.
At this point I suggested we go for a walk. We went down the hall and a man was alone in the elevator. We decided not to go down that one. As we rode down in the elevator I once again stepped into my target. In her mind I conjured up an unbearable sexual tension, and imagined her fantasizing about me (which is so meta btw). I sent a few commands to her using the third eye energy flow.

Next, we arrived in a lobby scene. It was interesting how my living imagination came into play. My visualization skills aren’t epic but it flowed pretty well, there were people walking along the hall and a restaurant. We then sat on a couch in a room near a door. We talked a little more and then I had to leave abruptly, ending with a little tension to keep her wanting more.
To keep her chasing me I said “goodbye thanks for being such a good friend and giving me advice on x(other girl)”.
I again stepped into her perspective and imagined her frustration at me explicitly denying her advances and talking about another girl in front of her when she clearly expresses her interest in me.
When I finished I returned to the special place with the target still there. I affirmed that everything I had just done actually transpired and would have an effect on the person. I also affirmed that the link between us would grow stronger. After this I came back to reality.

All of this serves to accomplish reverse seduction, instead of you seducing them, they are seducing you. As I progress with my remote seduction experiment I am going to visualize my target absolutely begging to be loved.

Stepping in to my target is also a fascinating exercise. I believe that as the connection to my target grows stronger it would be like possession in a way. This whole process is kind of like an evocation of them. I’m bringing part of them to the astral in our special place.

This is also an excellent way to improve visualization abilities because my practice is actually being used for something.


I’m back again.
I feel like I need to take a break from magick for a while. I’m going to restore a little balance in my life by taking a 10 day break.
This is a marathon not a sprint. But really though it never ends.

So we’ll see how this goes.

In the time since I last posted in this journal a lot has happened.
I made a few attempts at astral projection using the deferred method. In this manner I awoke and had a WILD. It was super weak and obviously not my intention.

Over the next few days I remembered my dreams super well. On one night I had 2 lucid dreams and was able to remember 5 separate dreams. A few nights ago I had the deepest lucid dream I have ever had.

I was in some sort of building and a dark being came to attack me. I was struggling against it and wondered why I felt like I was stuck. In this moment I realized I was dreaming. I used techniques from the phase to deepen the experience immediately and I felt solid like I was more physical. I then proceeded to dispose of my assailant. After this I deepened the dream even further by touching things and tried to go as deep as possible. Then I ran around thinking smugly “wow this experience is so stable I’m the best”. However, I did not have a real plan of action so my lucidity faded.

I’m undertaking a mantra challenge as detailed elsewhere on this forum. When working with exercises from eastern traditions like yoga and qigong I find it so hard to get clear information on what to do. In attempting to understand how to use mantras I’ve heard a lot of things about the necessity of a teacher. I understand this is necessary in part but obviously it is not an option for me to look for a needle in a haystack that is a good guru. Thankfully, I think I’ll be able to work some of this path on my own.

I’m so thankful for this forum and Robert Bruce’s work which demystify all this stuff. Otherwise I would still be stuck trying to figure stuff out from new age YouTube videos which have little practical information.

Lastly, I feel like an idiot for not reading this one book that I’ve had on my shelf for the last 2 years. It’s made my life 1000% better in just 2 days.

All my life, since the figurative death of my old self when I entered high school and started my quest to do things more efficiently, I’ve been searching. I’ve accumulated more knowledge on self help, weird tricks for improved performance, and other psychological tactics than I could ever use. Yet, I feel like none of this ever translated to any real gains for my biggest problem- the fact that I’m lazy as fuck.

I’ve always known that discipline is the skill that is necessary to succeed in everything else, because with discipline you put in the effort to do stuff. Moreover, I’ve always thought that it was something I couldn’t learn from a book, it was something I had to build. And, to an extent, it is.

My progress on my path has always been chronicled by an obsession with the future yet an inability to focus on the present. An inability to do the work now.

Then, I started to make some improvements. 2 years ago I picked up this book at a used bookstore but never got down to reading it. A few weeks ago I did the invocation of discipline with Gabriel and had a solid improvement in my discipline yet I still struggled.

Shortly after that I had an impulse to pick the book up and read it but I felt lazy and decided not too. Then 2 days ago I read it, not knowing what would be in it.

The book’s called the five second rule by the way. The premise is that when you have an impulse to do something you have to act on it within 5 seconds to stop your brain from going self destruct. You count down from 5 to 1 and then physically move towards your goal. This takes you out of autopilot and puts you back in control.


For the first time in my life I’m in control. For so long I felt like my mind controlled me. I was being beat by the monkey inside. Literally the day after I read this book I tried it out thinking, cool trick but will it work?

Next thing I know I’m on fire, I’m running out of stuff on my to do list.

It’s amazing!

I never wanted to do anything that would help my personal development. Before, I would just suck. Now, I just deploy the 5 second rule and make my mind my bitch.

Today, I was like: “I don’t want to do energy work”. I deployed the rule. It was hilarious. My monkey mind threw a tantrum. It’s started a cycle where I just see what I can force my mind to do. Now my todo list is an endangered species.

This time I was in control, not my mind.

I don’t even feel bad that I never read this book earlier. I have this technique now, and that’s enough.

Sorry monkey,
but I’m the captain now.



The last few days I’ve been trying to interact with my higher self or HGA. I’m starting with the HGA. So far, I’ve needed personal guidance. It would be really nice to be able to contact my higher self so I know if I shouldn’t waste my time on something. Like right now I’m working with the qliphoth and have not really noticed that much even though I’m through gamaliel. It would be nice to know what’s going on with that. On that note I could also do divination. Right now I’m limited to contacting the HS in dreams. Unfortunately, my HS has been mute.

Also, I’m working with some of V.K Jehannum’s ritual praxis. I feel drawn to Raziel and did an invocation of him using vk’s ritual. The ritual worked super well. As I chant the channeled summoning chants I totally feel myself entering a state of ecstasy like the rapture. My vision was flooded with light. I’ve done it several times since because I want to regularly work with Raziel. I also invoked Clauneck. I’ve heard some rational and well intentioned conservatism towards his rituals on this forum. I agree that the amount of unverified personal gnosis he has is staggering, so I’m using it on a case by case basis. On that note, so far I’ve been pleased with every ritual of his that I have completed.

In fact, I’m noticing just now that my ability to remember my dreams has improved greatly because of one of his rituals I did in November.

Next, I’m doing the praxis from V.K Jehannum’s book of Astarte and Astaroth and Works of Infernal Ascent. They both focus on developing power for new magicians. I’m not keen on rushing through all the rituals so I’m taking it slow and steady.

I’m fascinated by the whole idea of alchemy. I’ve always been doing it, I just never really thought of it with such powerful symbols. And, the whole idea that you’re a different being entirely at the end of qliphothic initiation is really cool. I’m trying to learn the lesson of each sphere of the qliphoth. I’m also going to do an initiation through each sephira since they can be considered an emanation of the nightside. I guess the ultimate goal for me is physical or spiritual immortality. From what I’ve read it is possible to transform one’s soul into a demonic, angelic, class of deity, etc. I don’t know if there any inherent advantages to that and it should not be taken lightly.

On that subject, in the incantation summary there is an incantation posted by Rayne which is supposed to turn you into an Oni demon and give you incredible mental, physical and magickal strength. I did the original one and nothing really happened for the transformation. He posted a new one which is supposed to accelerate it and I’ve been doing that one the last few days. I think that transmutation depends on your preexisting physis. So if I continue this it will possibly take me longer to be in tune with the energies. I don’t know if I am already an incarnation of a spirit so maybe something is preventing me from undergoing the transmutation. It’s most likely to early to call.

Supposedly, there are initiations beyond the tree of life and death into the veils? VK goes so far as to say there is a trans-qliphothic and sephirothic labyrinth. I guess I’ll find out when I get there, which is a long time from now honestly.

Furthermore, I’m working through yet another of V.K Jehannum’s ebooks, the black alchemy of the planets. The idea behind this one is that you initiate through the forces of each sphere in the solar system, which helps you connect to the planetary forces and pretty much every spirit since they have planetary associations. So far I’ve initiated into Pluto and Mars. He also has a grimoire that focuses only on Saturn, which I might work through

At some point in the next few weeks I plan to make some more attempts at astral projection. I’m using Michael Raduga’s method so I’m waking up in the middle of the night to do them. I did have one memory of what could have been astral projection. I remember getting up from my bed and going to my dream journal to write an entry in it. This was a false awakening.

Next, I’m considering the possibility of remote influencing or telepathy to influence my dog to stop barking so much, it is getting sort of annoying. So far my attempts to remote influence him for other things have been unsuccessful.

Over the long term, I aim to raise kundalini. I’m working out of Robert Bruce’s raising kundalini course. I’ve heard some people here say that Kundalini is a circuit, and some say it’s a one and done awakening, and some subscribe to the Robert Bruce view that Kundalini can be repeated and is just a straight shoot of energy from the root to the crown. I’ve even heard of people giving names to their Kundalini, which is interesting.

I don’t really have any preconceptions about what’s true. For now, I’m just going to work from the Robert Bruce view to make it easier and decide what to believe with practical experience.

My work on my energy body has mostly been limited to raising energy and clearing pathways so far. I’m doing about 30 minutes a day of energy work. Yesterday I started up on my root chakra again.

My chakras seem to be really imbalanced. When I was working with chakras months ago when I first started I noticed that all of my other chakras would get active relatively easily and then the root would take a lot of work, if it responded at all. Also, I’m not mentally grounded.

I am limiting my efforts to working only on the base for the next week or so. To help with this I’m trying to practice semen retention.

When I bring all of my primary chakras out of dormancy I’m going to try working on the chakras outside the body to see if they exist.

This is my current routine so I can check back on it later and see how it’s changed.

Energy Work Routine:

Warm up entire body. Spend half a minute stimulating the hands and feet. Then brush the pathways on the outside of the legs and arms along with the inner pathways for 30 seconds for each appendage. Do spine and central channel bounce for 1 minute each. Then full body bounce for 30 seconds.

Energy Raising:
I do full body energy raising.

Chakra work:
Stimulate chakra to mild level of activity. Similar to Minimum Effective Dose concept from the 4 hour body.

Extra feet work:
2 minutes. Helps holistic energy flow.

9 breath method:
I use this when my whole energy body needs a boost. I’m still working on getting the form down though.

Next Steps:
I’m trying to get the technique for the plank and two tubes action down. They are not easy but totally worth it.

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Some of my previous magick yielded practical results. I did a working with the magickal job seeker to win a job. A job I had applied for said they were not interested in me a week ago and yesterday they called me again and said they would like to interview me.

Recently, I’ve learned about this shifting realities that people have been doing on tiktok. My sister told me about it and I was curious but wrote it off as a sort of new age activity.

Now, I’m looking back at it and this is really interesting. I honestly I have no idea how it works and its a total mindfuck. Say I go to sleep visualizing my desired reality and wake up there, what happens to my previous self? It’s possible to design your desired reality so that time there is not equal to the time in your original reality but what if I stay in the desired reality forever? I guess that just means that previous timeline collapses.

From what I’ve read, this is not lucid dreaming. It’s just like normal reality, which makes it attractive. The limiting factor in being able to do this is of course, belief.

I probably have to just try this myself to see the truth about it.

To do this you have to script your desired reality down to a high level of detail ideally. You also program something in which allows you to completely control the desired reality.

This spooks me out honestly.

On a more mundane note though, I did my daily meditation today and my energy body was doing pretty solid. I’m continuing to experiment with the technique for the 9 breath method. I did it near the end of my energy work and did not notice the huge increase in activity that I normally see. I think this is because my energy body has a limited pressure, and the difference is more noticeable at the start of energy work when the pressure of chi is much lower. Then, the 9 breath method greatly increases the pressurization of my chi, thus warming me up.

Lastly, I experimented with the 2 cups method for dimensional jumping/LOA. My goal was acceptance to college.

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I read more about shifting. Thousands of people have done it, and it seems reasonably achievable. You’re expressing your consciousness in another version of yourself, which could be anywhere, anyone, and in anytime. It’s not a lucid dream, its reality just like the one we live in.

I’ve made my decision, I’m shifting out of this reality and hopefully never coming back. In this entry I hope to explain where I plan to go, and how I’m doing it. I like to avoid reinventing the wheel but I pity anyone who has to wade through tiktok and amino to find this information so I’ve summarized it in here.

My life right now is great but I’m looking for something else. I’m done with quarantine, done with being stuck with my family, done with zoom classes, done being the only spiritually minded person in the whole town, done with it all.

When you shift you go to a parallel universe and express your consciousness there. Before you go there you write a script like the LOA manifestation scripts. This script describes the reality and its nature, what you can do, your traits, other traits, everything.

Last night, I made my script for what is called the desired reality, or DR by people who do this often. My current reality goes by CR. Like always, I’ve thought about the optimal strategy.

One crucial thing that must be scripted into your DR is something called the lifa app (idk why its called this). The lifa app is an app, journal, person, talking donkey, or other apparatus that lets you edit your script for the DR while in the DR. Once I’m in the temporary DR I’ve scripted for myself, I’ll use the lifa app to script a reality that I want to stay in for a longer period. The lifa app then lets me shift there easily. In this way, once I get out once into my DR, I never have to come back to my current reality. If I want, I can “respawn” and cut off my ties to this universe.

Relative to my CR, the time in my DR flows much faster. I’ve scripted one minute in my CR to be equivalent to 1 hour in my DR. I might bring the ratio down a bit. I have two intermediate term DRs I’m going to script, and between the two of those I intend to spend about 5 years of time in them. While I’m gone a clone will be left in place. It’s not really a clone as much as its just a fragment of my higher self.

My initial DR:
My main short term goal is to just get out of my CR. Once I do that, I’m home free and don’t intend to come back if possible. My initial DR is nearly identical to my CR.

When I shift into my initial DR, it will be January 23rd 2021(the past). I will wake up at 7 a.m. and will be home alone. I have some sensory cues that will tell me I’ve shifted successfully. I will smell sunscreen, and hear a knock on the door.

I’ve programmed a safe word that will return me to my CR instantly when said with that intention out loud. Otherwise, it is impossible for me to leave my DR.

When I arrive to my DR, my parents will have gone on vacation for a week and taken the pets, leaving me home alone. From there, I’ll summon the lifa app and design the next reality I plan to go to. With the lifa app I can script that I can shift easily so all I have to do is go to sleep and wake up in my next DR.

DR 1:
After I get out of my initial DR, I will go to my second DR. I plan to spend 3 months to a year and a half in this desired reality. Here I’m going to a universe where COVID-19 never took over the earth and I take a gap year between high school and college. In this gap year I’m going to hike the PCT so I can get 3 solid months of alone time.

DR 2:
After I finish up with DR 1: I’m going to settle down permanently. In this reality I’m going back to August 13th 2017, 2 days before I started my freshman year of high school. This is the reality I’m going to spend the most time scripting by far.
Also, there is the chance I might choose some random location in the country and drop myself into a random family that I script.

Either way, in this reality I will script myself to have vastly different personality characteristics, appearance etc. More importantly, I’m going to script myself a ritual space and a solid group of occultist friends. I might even script myself as an emancipated minor.
I want to live this life out. I don’t plan on scripting the lifa app in this reality, that way I play by the rules I designed.
In this way I get the chance to push myself to higher levels of performance than I ever thought possible. I get to grow spiritually with friends and live a happy life. I like to think of it as going home. I’m detaching from my CR and going to my DR.

The only challenge that remains is getting there.
There’s a lot of methods for shifting but the basic principles are the same.
Most methods focus on feeling like you are in your DR and then going to sleep with the intent of waking up there. Belief is everything.
There is also astral projection/lucid dreaming.

Right now I’m doing afformations like “how have I shifted so easily?” and affirmations like “I shifted easily”.

To sum, the next time I have a lucid dream or OBE, I’m making a portal to my DR and getting out of here. In the meantime, I’m acting like I’m already there and detaching from my CR.

This isn’t something you get on your first try, it generally takes repeated attempts and getting closer and closer.

Last night, I tried for the first time by counting to 100 with the intention of getting closer. I had some weird sensations that seemed like astral projection.
Tonight, I’m going to wake up at 4 a.m. and do the deferred method from the phase to make another attempt.

I look forward to finding out what my DR’s BALG is like.

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I wonder if this is what people, especially kids, who go through great trauma are doing. They will often experience a whole different world then what is actually going on in the “real” world, as it were. Doesn’t actually change their bodies circumstance but their mind exists somewhere else. I guess if you are truly successful we will never know.

Good luck.

Your psychic senses are reachable within the Unconsciousness. Astral locations are unconscious just like Moods you don’t feel directly in your Allday Life. Associations which form you and the Totality of your Reactions, Reasons and so on.

Cleanse out these normal human unconscious impacts and you free your interdimensional concentration like free the Gate of a kemetic Chamber where a long dead King rests.

To add not to make you stomping new Paths into unstepped ground like a New Age Trend:

If a Deity of importance wants to be heard, it makes itself be heard! Heads ever have these chances.

Lillet the me harassing Idiot was propably something like a nobody but talked to me at Will while not meditating or having sufficiant active Chakras on all seven levels. He was often available even if I did not count him in.

You only learn to explore them while hidden, they donnot talk if there is no chance to be heard. And they still can be heard while eating Psychopharmaca like Candy.

“Fools those who pretend to be mighty by accepting the Law of Man.”


I’m slowly getting closer to my DR. Today I’ve had 2 deja vu moments which usually only happen to me when I’m on the right path. I received an email from someone who has the same name as someone from my DR, which can be taken as a sign that its coming. Maybe.

The deferred method did not work to well for me. I guess I need a stronger intent to wake up at the right time. I woke up way to early.

For the most part I’m just redefining my perception of reality. Whenever I do something I imagine I’m doing it in my desired reality and feel grateful that I’m there. I’m also doing 55 written affirmations/afformations to help.

I also am doing a version of the daily practice from wealth magic by GoM with my afformations substituted. So I’ll feel some elevated emotion like gratitude, joy, seeing beauty, and then think about how I’m in my desired reality using afformations. This seems to have a powerful change.

I’m trying to enter a different mental state. I try to think about how I’m an observer, I’m perfect and limitless, and I am neutral to my environment around me. Everything is effortless and I just am in my desired reality. I breathe out all doubts and worries I have.

My anxiety is replaced by a calm knowingness of the inevitable.

Now, I’m just thinking about what I want from the next life. I’ve also scripted a waiting room or WR as it’s called by shifters. This is just a place where you can relax, script and do other things. My waiting room is a small house at the base of a snow covered mountain valley.

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I wrote a petition to my higher self thanking it for guiding me to my best method of shifting and giving me signs that I was on the right path. I also did the receive guidance ritual from greater words of power.
As I’m writing this, I’ve had a deja vu moment and received this synchronicity in my email. I don’t know about number synchronicities but I know that when I get the deja vu moments I’m on the right track.

Shortly after I did these rituals for guidance I had several insights:

  1. I’ve made this harder than it should be. I shouldn’t spend to much time during the day doing subconscious programming.
  2. Going deeper in trance is key.
  3. Play to my strengths, use magick.
  4. I should passively look to dreams as a way to induce this, but should not spend most of my effort on them.

I did a ritual from the angel overlords to induce the allowing energy state. Since then I feel more relaxed about this all. I’ve also done a few rituals from some GoM books to help me with this. I might work with Raziel also.

The essential ingredient to shifting is just believing you are there. Most methods focus on you tricking yourself that you are in your DR before you fall asleep. The last thing you do before you fall asleep is an especially strong command to the subconscious mind. You can also project from the astral or a lucid dream.

Just as all astral projection techniques serve as placebos that trigger the projection reflex all shifting methods are placebos that cause the subconscious to believe it’s actually in the DR.

My shifting method is essentially whatever techniques I feel will create belief that I’m in my DR. There are 2 popular methods I use.

The Sunni Method:
This method is named after some person with the username Sunni(yeah I’m better than Sherlock.)

  1. Lay down in a sleeping position and count to 100.
  2. On every number, 5th number, or some other interval, say affirmations like “I’ve shifted to my DR”
  3. As you are counting and saying affirmations imagine that you are actually in your desired reality. Feel it.
  4. Try to do this until you fall asleep.

The Julia method:
This method does not require sleep. I’ve made some adaptations to it to get a deeper trance.

  1. Meditate for some time to clear your mind.
  2. Lay down in a sleeping position. Ideally none of your limbs are touching.
  3. Scan your body from toe to head and relax all your muscles.
  4. Imagine a space between each dual part of your body (terrible explanation by me). For instance, imagine a space between your eyes. Then ears, jaws, sides of your neck, shoulders, muscles on your back, armpits, hips, elbows, hands, wrists, legs, knees, ankles and feet. When doing this you just imagine there is nothing there.
  5. You can repeat the space exercise if you want to.
  6. If you want you can do a trance induction technique like the elevator. This will make your mind more receptive.
  7. Repeat I am until you start feeling effects. This is from the works of Neville Goddard. He says that when repeating this mentally you don’t feel anything for a while and then there is a steep drop into a very deep state where you feel like you’ve expanded or disconnected.
  8. Count up to 100, repeating affirmations all the way. Count slowly.
  9. Say identify affirmations like I am in my DR, I am my DR self, say other details of your life in your desired reality. You should feel disconnected from your body.
  10. Visualize that you are in your DR where you will wake up in as much detail as possible. You can also visualize scenes from it if you want.
  11. Keep doing this until you feel like you are actually there.

I’m leaning towards the second method. All methods work better if you have some sort of signal that lets you know that you’re in your desired reality. Mine is some noise and certain scents. It might be more prudent to script that someone touches you when you shift because then you would really know.

Ok I don’t know why I need to add this, but I will anyway.

I can script that I can forget things in any reality I shift to. In my waiting room, which is a mansion btw, I plan on having some game consoles, and a pc build of course.
This is where the genius comes in.

Super complicated formula to keep me entertained indefinitely.

  1. script that I forgot that I’ve ever played Skyrim.
  2. Play through it again.
  3. Repeat until the end of time, alternate with Breath of the Wild and Minecraft.

Shoot, I just wrote this all and realized that instead of playing these games I could just shift there instead. Oops.

I really should be doing other things but I’m just going to put a list of places and times I’d like to shift to for fun. I’m pretty sure you can go back in time and see what things actually would have looked like since this is a reality.

Reality list:
1: The first shift would be a reality almost exactly the same as this one, except I have godlike powers like invulnerability, teleportation, the power to smite noobs, etc. Here’s what I would do. Theoretically, what I would see would be the same as it is in this reality.

Find out if any of Corey Goode’s claims are true. I’ll look through area 52(not saying the real name because I don’t want to be put on a watchlist.), find that solar warden base in the wasatch range, go to the alleged base on the moon and mars, jump down that big ventilation shaft in Antarctica to the alleged geothermal cavern system secret base, find the pre adamites and ice those mfers, investigate some other weird conspiracy theories, see if there are actually people who live in the caves under the earth like giants, the feathered bird humanoids(wtf), and the anshar(whom I would be very keen on meeting if they’re real).

  1. The MCU so I can one shot thanos.
  2. Not a reality but I’m pulling Castiel out of Supernatural so he can guard my waiting room.
  3. The revolutionary war
  4. World War 2
  5. Biblical times
  6. Every fantasy novel I’ve ever enjoyed.
  7. The Library of Alexandria.
  8. America before Europeans colonized(destroyed and raped) it.
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Okay, more ideas for reality shifting activities. If anyone reads this, your award is knowing you made it to the end of my ramblings. Pro tip: script that you can do this stuff.

  1. Shapeshift into a dragon from skyrim and land next to the Bethesda offices.
  2. Get a pool chair, and sit at apollo landing sites waiting for the astronauts to come by. Also, while you’re at it, say hi to the grey aliens that are nearby watching.
  3. Disguise yourself as Jesus and then come to an evangelical church.
  4. Liberate people under oppressive regimes.
  5. Comfortably win the Olympics in the sprinting events.
  6. Do all the Olympic track and field events, win them all and pass chemical substance tests.
  7. Win every Olympic event.
  8. Play in the NFL as a quarterback, but never pass the ball.
  9. Make a leash for Fenris wolf and take him for a walk.
  10. Steal Thor’s hammer.
  11. Start Ragnarok, but then end it peacefully.
  12. Steal all the icbms in the world.
  13. Win a championship in every major sporting league.
  14. Shift to the first terminator movie, one shot the terminator, and show everyone that they’re lacking.
  15. Interrupt iron man’s death scene and revive him. Walk away.
  16. Buy half the supply of bitcoin when its worthless.
  17. Resolve every major military conflict in the world. Just for kicks.
  18. Hitchhike on the outside of crew dragon.
  19. Wash the windows on the iss.
    From the outside.
  20. Make 30 minute brownies in 20 minutes.
  21. Add extra days to the year.
  22. Bottle the sound of a cat’s footstep.
  23. Solve the millennium prize math problems. For fun.
  24. Find an actual UFO or create one and fly it over nyc.
  25. Wingsuits.
  26. Teleport all the union soldiers in the civil war to a random field in ohio, and fight the confederates by yourself.
  27. Invade Russia in winter, by yourself.
  28. Shift to the walking dead, kill all the zombies yourself.
  29. Draw your initials on the surface of the moon.
  30. blot out the sun.
  31. Run a marathon in 1 hour.
  32. Shapeshift into a dragon and fly over a major city.
  33. Vaporize every larper in existence.

Like I said earlier, I’m attacking this from every angle, which means I’m also working from the dreams/astral projection approach. When you’re dreaming your subconscious filter is basically non existent so any affirmations you use are much more powerful. This means that you can easily open a portal and shift to a desired reality.

I don’t know how many lucid dreams it would take to successfully shift so I’m trying to generate as many as I can.

Here’s a short list of everything I’m currently doing to lucid dream:

  1. Sigils of power and transformation, dream recall sigil
  2. Sigils of power and transformation, lucid dream sigil.
  3. dream journals.
  4. Skeptical analysis of dreams.
  5. servitor
  6. Morpheus mantra to develop lucid dreaming ability.

Everything the Gallery of Magick has made has worked for me really well so I’m using the sigils from sigils of power and transformation. I think these will work really well. I’ve also found skeptically debunking my dreams to be useful. Most lucid dreams I’ve had were induced by me realizing that I’m in a negative dream. For instance, I had a dream that my history class was about to rappel down a cliff, and I realized that would never happen in reality, so I became lucid.

I also made a servitor 2 days ago. This is my first servitor. He has the power to help me remember my dreams, become lucid in dreams, maintain dream experiences in experiences, appear in my dreams, and help me shift realities. The night after I made him I woke up in the middle of the night and could not remember any dreams, and was like “you had one job”.

I think at the time he had not really solidified because last night I remembered some dreams and also had a lucid dream. The instant I realized I was dreaming I tried to shift. I think it was to early in the dream for it to work though. When I became lucid I jumped straight into the plan of action without deepening. I’m not upset though. I managed to have a lucid dream. I might do some subconscious programming to help with this. Most likely, I’m just going to use the wake back to bed with intent.

I found this meditative mantra for morpheus on vk jehannum’s website. It calls on morpheus to help you achieve regular lucid dreams.

Part 2:

I just put in a practice session with my shifting method. I finally solved the problem of posture. After repeating I am for about 5 minutes I expanded significantly. Neville Goddard says you go into a really deep “deep” rapidly. I felt expanded and disconnected. In his work, Goddard compares this to the opening of Genesis, “first there was the word”. The word is the unmanifest consciousness. I am. When I finished I checked my watch and it said 1:11. Cool.

I found a pro tip that I’m going to script. Often when shifting you’ll start to feel some of your desired reality which means you’re mostly there. You can script that when you return to your CR there will be certain changes. In this way, every time you practice shifting and get close but not 100% there, you’ll still be in your DR enough to return to the scripted version of your CR. You get proof that shifting is real and get some of the benefits. Someone on reddit used this to change their entire facial structure, even though they never succeeded in fully shifting on that attempt
Since you can make any change, you can just script that you’ll be able to shift like 10 times better. You don’t even have to shift all the way to your desired reality! Crazy.

So, I might as well capitalize on every close to success attempt.

On that note, I think I might try to shift to a place with a lot of sensory input first. I’m currently shifting to a quiet saturday morning. Instead I think I’m going to shift to my waiting room with music blaring and someone shaking me awake. This way I know better if I’m close.

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Energy Work:
I am happy to say that I finally got the 9 breath method down. I was fiddling around with the technique with that thing so much. It is totally crazy how powerful it is.

My energy body still has a lot of blockages so most of the flow of energy from the 9 breath method dissipates to clear blockages or something. The instant I finish a repetition of the breathing technique it’s like my Dan Tian overloads and shoots energy all around my body.

I’ve been starting my routine with a warm up of my feet, hands, legs, arms, and spine followed by a few repetitions of the full body bounce. Then I do the 9 breath method as many times as I want. My Dan Tian was buzzing from all the energy.
I also reached a really crazy amount of energy flow from the tactile imaging energy raising technique after a bit. The energy felt like water gushing up my legs into the storage center.

I definitely plan to do this tonight so I can raise energy for my dreams and an astral projection attempt I have on tap.

I’m taking a break to relax and release any mental resistance.

Been reading the works of Neville Goddard. It totally illuminates the mechanisms behind magick and manifestation. He says the bible is a psychological drama and not historical fact. Considering there is some evidence that Jesus was real, I’d think that it’s probably a mix of both.

It’s pretty easy to spin any random anecdote into a story that supports specific values.
Source: My college application

It does make a lot of sense though. It’s amazing how my path has played out. The first book on magick I ever read was Modern Magick and I am so glad I did not do anything out of the book. All of the golden dawn style magick is a bit of a pain in the ass. The lbrp definitely has its uses, but that does not mean I have to do it for 6 months before doing any other magick. Seriously though, it’s been 6 months since I read Modern Magick! I’m so happy I was too lazy to do any of it.

Now I’ve found the simplest technique of all, manifestation.

Tonight I am going to do another attempt at astral projection with the phase method. I’m going to raise as much energy as I can tonight and see what happens. I really have not gotten that many opportunities to actually do the phase. I’ve only had one ideal awakening for the phase.

Last time I tried it I couldn’t get back to sleep. I also have my servitor to help me this time so I’ll see how it goes. I should get it within my first 5 attempts. I’m pretty psyched.