So this is just a journal for me to keep track of myself and my delving into the deep end of the pool of spirituality. Comments and support is welcome from my fellow travellers as a matter of course.
Current Goals: Open myself up for communication astrally and psycically.
Current Work: Intense Yoga focussed on opening the Chakras and practices to open the Third Eye.
So after having started to meditate daily on the pentagram and chanting Ave Satanas with my breath I have had deeper meditations than I’ve ever had before. I get deep and start to involentry jerk my arms and hands. My Third Eye area is tingling everyday now.
I’ve asked Satan if I have a guardian/patron demon in meditation. Not an invocation or so, just letting this thought reach out to Him. I had an experience where I thought I heard Marbas name and had an experience in medtitation on his name with light spinning and myself spinning.
After that though I’ve not felt a presence or activity.
So I thought I’d take a Divination approach and ask if he where my guardian/patron demon. I made a makeshift pendulum. and followed the instructions on http://thekingpaimon.com/how-to-find-your-guardian-demon/
After some practice with asking the Pendulum some questions I knew the answer to a 100% (and got a bit freaked out at its complete accuracy I might add!) I got to work on the names.
After wittling down the yes and no’s I wound up with 3 names. Amon, Vine and Leraje.
I was entering a light trance upon doing the divination and felt the energy of the Demons around me and even some differences in them. My three Patrons had a less massive/dark energy field and was lighter, even jollier than the rest.
Ofc I’m still wonderering about Marbas but he might have just helped me out with my Third Eye or my Divination was not accurate. I need to ask for assistance about that.