This is a story about hubris, betrayal, and eventual mass genocide(the good kind, trust me).
When I started on the left hand path a few months back, I was on a power trip. I was evoking everything I could, because I wanted to get the full experience of everything magic had to offer. A few of these were archonic entities, basically angelic, manipulative parasites. My senses weren’t fully trained yet, so it wasn’t like I could spot the difference between those and an actually helpful deity. The assumption was that light and dark can be balanced, and a strong enough magician can work with literally anything.
It took a few other psychically attuned people and demonolaters convincing me and me doing my own divinations to realize I was being controlled. And I was pissed. Pissed to the point I felt like I could burst into flames. So I pulled out Azazel’s sigil, stared at it for 2 seconds, and yelled “Take care of it”. Suddenly, all that built up anger was gone and I could hear him laughing. The energy in the room got really chaotic for awhile and settled down. That was the quickest manifestation I’d ever seen.
Now, at this point, I’m thinking this was a one off thing. They can’t all be bad right? Either way, I was only going to work with my main guides until things were sorted out. Skip to a week later, and a white magician I’ve been exchanging emails with has had a string of bad luck. Possible curse, and angel friend can’t help him apparently. Oh good. Here’s a chance to experiment.
I give him a sigil for an entity and the enn. Didn’t give them any info besides that. He reports back that not only could he feel the negative energy getting lifted, but the demon told him to banish the things he was working with. This is without my suggestion. At this point I say, fuck it. Turn up.
So now I’m obsessed. I’m going to every site I’ve ever know about that discusses the occult. I talk to the wiccas, and The Golden Dawn, the Hermeticists, the gnostics. And whenever someone has a really dire issue, I give them the same thing. Here’s a ritual to raise Qlippothic energy. Here’s a demon to break curses. Here’s a demon that does the same thing you were trying to do but more efficiently.
At least half the people I tried this with actually took me seriously(because I sound like a mad man obviously). Of those people, 1 pussyed out. 6 stopped working with their spirit guide, thanked me, and went on to experiment with a completely different system. 3 currently have alters to a demon in their homes now, and are on the left hand path.
So yeah. That’s the tale if my reckless stupidity and my single-minded quest for vengeance. What’s the lesson children? Know what the fuck you’re dealing with before you get too deep into it.