My Meditation

I work with Lucifer. Everytime I go into meditation, I immediately visualize Lucifer with a goat head, no shirt and pants standing in the way of a door. Not an actual image of him, just a shadow. There is a orange light behind him.
I know I should be asking him what is behind the door (kinda scared to do it though), but I want to start here…

I dont smoke, or drink…just in case someone wants to know.