This is something I really feel I need to share.
It’s been no secret that I’ve struggled connecting to Lucifer. Any other spirit no problem, but Lucifer I could never stay connected.
Micah was on his own accord doing a ritual to help me and @Fallen_Angel had done some work too.
But the looking process was starting to get me down and worried. Just nothing seemed to be coming through for me.
Then Lucifer just showed up and as usual I would talk to him but not get close. Then he did something that completely took me by surprise. He apologised to me. … now I’m not even sure what he apologized for… because I have complete block when it comes to Lucifer. …I’m not sure if it is from being raised a certain way or something from the past. …
I just know something causes me to stay distant from Lucifer. But when he was the bigger one and came to me and apologized , I couldn’t stay hurt, or angry. I accepted his apology and forgave him.
Now please understand I haven’t been trying to be a bitch to Lucifer, I honestly don’t know why I had this blockage but I did. And he stepped up and apologized and I honestly don’t even know if did anything. But I forgave him and when I did, I felt a relief.
I also said, if you truly care then help me find a house. You know how bad I need one.
He said, you will find a nice house and you will be able to afford it. (I was stressing over that too)
I was discouraged though, I had rode the neighbors looking for, for rent signs, I looked in the free weekly shoppers, I had applied for apartments. But nothing seemed to be coming through. If it was in my price range it wasn’t any better than where I was. Or some one twice beat me to a house.
Finally one day at wOrk a voice said check the newspaper. I thought pfftt no one looks in the paper any more. But the voice said you will find what your looking for in the paper.
So I looked. There was only one house for rent in it. But it was in my price. This was a Friday. I called the number and asked could I look at it. She said yes, come Monday around lunch.
When I got off from work I took my kids and we just rode by and looked at the outside. We liked it.
I met the lady that Monday and knew I wanted it… she was asking first and last months rent which I saved up. And I rented the house that day.
It is a nice little house with a screened in front porch and a carport big enough for two cars in the back… 3 bedroom 1 and 1/2 bath. A nice backyard and small front yard. We love it.
After about a week of being there I was just laying on my bed thinking about house and I was glad I found it.
And Lucifer said, you didn’t choose the house, the house chose you. I believe he’s right. This house feels alive… not like a horror movie alive …but alive. Protective and comforting, excepting.
It’s not life styles of the rich and famous but it’s a nice home just like Lucifer said it would be.
I felt I needed to share this story so people could see a rare side of spirits, and good friends.
We never think of these amazing spirits …apologising or asking forgiveness but they do.
They do care and they do help.
I thank Lucifer so much for helping me. And my awesome friends who are always there for me.
@Fallen_Angel, @DarkestKnight, @Micah, @RiseorDie, @Dinmiatus, @anon47923162, and so many more… you guys are all amazing.