Hello everyone,
New to the forum. I paid a magician to make a blood pact for me with Belial a few months ago and ever since my life has gone to shit. I lost $4,000 to scammers in an illegal, fraudulent scam, got my first arrest and spent a night in the drunk tank, have a court date tomorrow morning, my car (which I bought just last August) is considered totaled as a result of an accident back in January, got into a fight with my sister’s boyfriend about a month ago. In December I got into a verbal altercation at my state job with another co-worker and made some inappropriate comments to him. I got put into paid time off while there was investigation made into it. I have now received news that my job is being terminated within the next week. I barely have enough money to make it through the month. I really really wish I had that $4,000 back in my account. I can’t believe I gave away all that money to these scumbag scammers. I want to scream and drives me to tears. Which means I probably won’t get a check for next month. Which then means I’m now on the verge of losing my apartment and being homeless. Fuck me. These scammers keep calling me asking for money. I’m really tempted to go to the cops despite the illegal nature of it. I want my money so bad ughh. I had only been to work for one week (after being off for 8 months because of a car accident) when this incident with co worker happened. This car accident back in April is the catalyst for when my life really went downward. I don’t know if this pact is with Belial, could be an impostor spirit. Or if this really is Belial then he’s a mean bastard. Unsuccessfully, I haven’t been able to communicate with Belial in all my pervious evocations and invocations. Don’t if it’s something on my end or on his end. So many questions and no answers. Not gonna lie, I feel so much anger, hatred, wrath, and rage. I want that $4,000 back in my wallet so fucking bad it hurts. I want to report these criminal scumbags for taking advantage of me. The urge to do it is getting greater and greater. On top of that, I’m dealing with a lot of internalized homophobia with heavy pot smoking alongside for many years and friends who aren’t really good for me, despite knowing them for so long. Anyways, any advice or suggestions would be greatly appreciated.