I didn’t start as planned on January 1st at 3AM because I had unexpected family members (my mother and sister in law stop by to pick me up and take me to a family gathering). I was not happy with the surprise, but later on I found out things about my family that fucked me up. Some bad and some totally unexpected. I took it as a learning experience 1.not everything is as it seems and not to put restrictions on myself like setting dates and times to do something (in this case January 1st 3AM) when I’m not ready.) As you can see in the pictures my bedroom/temple is a mess. My altar will basically be the same design, I just have to change the colors of the table clothes. It still a work in progress. No worries in the next set of pictures all will be in order.
January 3rd early evening.
My ritual fire pit. I’ve taken several pictures and a video of my ritual fire pit. I had just finished setting it up, I use an assortment of stone and quartz gravel, a wire mesh screen for easy cleaning. I used Spirytus Wesoly 192 proof Vodka almost half a quart and I lit it up. When I look at the pictures and video I see things and feel benevolence, even the smoke (what little there was, was pleasant smelling). Tell me what you see or feel from them. Note: when I took the pictures the fire had been burning for about 10 minutes and the video runs for 10 minutes so it burned for a good 20+ minutes.
What you certainly cannot plan is what you will do when working with spirits. That shake your plans up. Even your own subconscious will shake things up to try to tell you something, as will your higher self. So get used to it buddy because magick will be life changing indeed.
I agree 100%. There have been many times that I start out in one direction to only realize I’m going about it wrong. Magick is truly without a doubt life changing.
Hello everyone. It’s been a while since I wrote in my journal, well here’s an update.
The entities/deities I’ll be following/working with are as follows:
Cthulhu
Tiamat
Tanin’iver
Archangel Samael
Lilith
Baphomet
My altar/temple to them is still under construction it is 25% complete.
In my personal life:
I’m finally employed. I work for ACTS Aviation Security. I’m a Catering Inspector my job is to make sure that there are no explosive devices in the on flight food containers and when I’m not doing that I will be doing access control monitoring the comings and goings of vehicles on airport property.
It took a while to get things rolling on the part that ACTS had to wait on The Port Authority of NY&NJ to set up a date for me to have my finger prints taken, to which will be on Monday 04/09/18. My training will start after that.
Because I’ll be working for the major airports in the NY&NJ area I will have to buy a car.
In case you were wondering why I made the choices I’ve listed, I will be petitioning Lilith for her Incubus sons as my lovers/companions and teachers. Since Samael is the farther of some of them I felt that I should keep the family together. Tanin’iver is the one who brought them together. And Tiamat is the mother of all Dragons and chaos. And I recently found out that Cthulhu was an aspect of Tiamats husband.
