hello fellow witches, im a 18 year old guy who recently became interested in demon summoning and spells, i just recently did a post and i would be really grateful if you reply. Sorry for the title, its dumb but I bet there’s some superstitious kids around here. hehe
The reason I am here is because I want to find answers about the universe, to know why we are here, if magic really exists and if it is not some sort of self induced hypnosis as I suspect it is. I will strive day by day to reach my goal, if I do not find anything I will be really sad that there is no such thing as a spiritual world, maybe because I am afraid of my mortality and I feel the need for a life after death, I enjoy living who doesn’t right?, they tell me that death is necessary to appreciate our life, but I will not be able to appreciate something that will then disappear and I will forget it because I will be dead. It’s funny, that everyone acts carefree and that everything is normal, but no, we are all in a fucking sphere that rolls around a giant fireball next to other planets and everything is too big and small than it seems, everything is weird , we don’t know anything, and we will continue to act as if we knew everything, that’s why I don’t like to be around people, they are all fake, they all act to be something else they are not and act all happy and relaxed because they forget about all this, they all try to escape, but we all know we can’t escape, very funny.