A little over a month ago I thought magic was just a trick used by stage magicians. So much has changed in just a few weeks. I initially became interested in this stuff to help my depression, and have fallen down the deep rabbit hole that I’m sure you’re all aware of.
I would just like to say that all of this means a lot and makes me realize that it’s me who’s in complete control of my life. However I do have a pressing issue, which is dealing with spells or curses cast by my “monkey brain”.
Last night I was brooding pretty heavily about the situation with my girlfriend. I wanted to break up, but I couldn’t bring myself to actually do it. Well guess what happened that night and the next day? My now ex had spent the night feeling terrible and was unable to even eat the next day. Last night she broke up with me, and it wasn’t pretty. The entire day I had been feeling like something was draining my energy and sapping my focus. This feeling ended immediately after the break up, which is an undeniable correlation.
So I was wondering if anyone has any tips for dealing with this situation. Specifically I’m worried about drains on my energy that I have no control over.