So because I’ve had some job leads recently, I am not as chronically depressed as I normally am. I dare say that I even have some hope that I will not be forced to eat a bullet in the next few years to end my misery. So that has allowed me to once again begin to think about doing magick again (I have mostly set it aside for a few months.
So right now the type of magick that I will fall back to is the Law of Attraction. I did have some small successes with it before I started to become so depressed. Many on here believe that the LoA is one of the stronger forms of magick even though it is considered low-level, “natural” magick.
But I would like to add to it a more systematic, formal approach. I would like to describe my “ideal” type of magick for you and see if there is anything that approaches that:
- I am not interested in Atheistic magick. 2) I am not interested in a magick where entities are viewed as nothing more than egregores. I am open to the idea that egregores exist, but that they are lesser in power than those entities that pre-exist humans and exist independent of them. I want a system that views entities as superior to humans in every way and that they are here to help us. I am open to the concept, though, that we can become gods in a similar way. 3) I want a system that recognizes that certain entities are inherently light and others are inherently dark. I want a system where the two “sides” may be at war with each other similar to the Judeo-Christian-Islamic concept. 4) I am not interested in accepting the Judeo-Christian-Islamic concept on most other things. 5) I don’t want a system that believes that humans can literally create their own “truth”. I want a system that is “true”, and that we simply discover it. Something like Palo Mayombe or Hatian Voodon come to my mind. The entities seem to be “present” regardless of whether or not we believe in them.