One of my greatest fears is that I’ll wake up one day and have something have radically changed. A job never having been, a relationship, etc. I’ve seen it happen on a smaller scale before, people I knew in the past utterly ceasing to be or have ever been.
I landed in an airport yesterday, all my pin numbers where different from what I knew them to be. People I know all thought that they were some number I have no memory of ever having. Fortunately I wasn’t stuck there permanently, but it still took hours of effort to fix. I blame it all on the fact that I haven’t been using my cards in cash machines or stores for over a year, the lack of focus makes them unreal enough to change willy-nilly.