Hi everyone its my first post so its going to be a long one, sorry! I’m fairly new to all of this and spirituality in general but recently i had a big break up that left me searching for something abd admittedly looking for drastic measures to get back with my partner. Then i stumbled into this forum by chance and my mind just ran wild with all the knowledge.
After a lot of reading and searching i decided to to attempt even calling out to a demon to see how i would personally feel about the whole arrangement and it was an experience that changed my life honestly. Im no stranger to meditation though its been awhile since i had actually had the time but that night i found a center in a deep trance and i called out to Sallos to just meditate with me and to show me if he was there (before this i genuinely didnt believe in just about anything honestly and thought id waste my time but have some fun) and then it happened! I could sense someone was there and i could see a face in my trance for a brief few seconds, i wasnt afraid i felt like it was the face of someone older and understanding.
I became a little overwhelmed with the emotions i had over the recent breakup and i feel like thats why Sallos connected so well. After a few minutes i just felt calmer and better, thanked him for his presence and ended my meditation.
That brings us to last night i did my first full ritual. I got red candles, incense, some pennies and wrote his sigil down then started. I put the candles in an inverted triangle around his sigil and made them a heart with the pennies, lit the candles and incense and begun.
It was much harder for me to find my center, maybe it was the anticipation knowing i was going to ask for a pact but eventually i managed to find my trance after my incense stopped burning a few times. I chanted his Enn imagining his sigil and there was a moment where the room seemed to stand still except for one of the candles. I welcomed him, asked him to sit with me a moment before we got to business. After awhile i continued forward, i asked him for the chance to reconcile with my recent ex and to help both of our hearts be open to returning to one another. After asking if my next few offerings would be enough all i could see in my minds eye were his eyes staring back at me. It was a crazy experience, they werent judgemental they were just analyzing me i think. Checking to see if this is what i truly wanted. Shortly after i opened my eyes and noticed when i asked if the terms were acceptable i saw the back left candle flickering and dancing while the others were completely still. It returned to stillness and once i asked if i should seal the contract with blood the candle started flickering and dancing again.
I burned the sigil with my written intentions said my final thanks and finished the ritual. Shortly after i was overcome with the first happiness ive felt since my breakup, followed by some sorrow but then a more neutral state.
My offerings will continue for tonight and tomorrow but i cannot state how much this experience has changed me, my beliefs and how i view everything. I wont even pretend i wasnt a hater before but i just genuinely didnt understand any of this. Thank anyone for reading this and thank you sallos!
Seems like a nice evocation, definitely nice compared to peoples first evocations. I wish the best for you regarding your spiritual path. If you have any questions feel free to ask.
Hello again, i’m here with some questions and potential interpretations, recently i did a ritual with Sallos and last night i fulfilled my promises of offerings for reconciliation and reunion with a recent ex partner. The partner and i are in no contact, but after the ritual’s completion i’ve noticed that i’ve been very lustful and i’m unsure how to feel or see this. I’ve been thinking of redoing the ritual with Astarte instead, but any insight would be helpful!
This post seems to be a continuation of this discussion about the same ritual, so I have merged the posts - please try to reuse discussions where possible instead of separating the conversations, which make them very hard to follow.
It may just be the increased energy flow from the ritual, and if you are a bit blocked like a lot of people, the energy tends to accumulate in the lower abdomen, as it’s not able to rise and circulate through evenly.
I suggest you try something called “grounding”, as well as cleansing yourself after rituals. For cleansing, a shower where you visualize the excess energy flushing down the drain with the water works easily and simply.
You can also smudge (and use white light if you don’t want to use incense)
There’s a good book called Earthing (same thing) that goes into detail about why it’s helpful, but just going outside and getting your feet on the Earth will do it. Adding intention helps. bare feet or palms on grass, dirt or concrete in touch with the Earth is fine.
