[quote=“Junglered, post:4, topic:3748”]I was lead to Belial in a similar way. He wasn’t an entity I planned to work with at all. I don’t even think I read too much about him because pacting with a king wasn’t on my agenda because my skills are fairly limited as well. Then some shit hit the fan a few months back and a voice in my head was basically screaming his name. I too was hesitant because his reputation precedes him and he is not one to be trifled with, but I entered into a fairly lengthy pact with him anyway because I figured I had nothing to lose. It was honestly the best thing I have ever done. It was really, really, really hard but truly one of the best experiences of my life.
I’ll say this much - Belial is brutally honest and fully expects you to put in the work. I’ve read accounts where people said he’s a charming liar who will give you a few things to earn your trust and devotion then start lying and basically demolishing your life. I didn’t find that to be the case. I got the feeling he did that to people who weren’t completely honest with him or who weren’t serious about ascension. If you start slacking off, he will too. If you start being a whiny baby, he won’t coddle you. On the flip side, he has the odd ability to heal. There were loads of emotional and mental issues I had and he was quick to burn that off. I still have my weakness obviously but my threshold for fakery, lies and disrespect has shrunk significantly.
Also bear in mind that you determine the terms of the pact. Be specific. Insanely so because wiggle room or assumptions will come back to bite you in the ass. At the same time, your personality and views will likely change. That’s just a side effect and is unavoidable I think. Don’t just let him wild in your life but do trust that the things that are removed, be they physical or emotional, really aren’t beneficial to you. It may not make sense or even be something you want at the time but it will make sense in the end. If you’re not ready for that, you may want to hold off on the pact.[/quote]