I was inspired by @DarkestKnight’s thread to try the “72 Demons Evocation Challenge,” I wanted to share my experiences because I like to talk a lot. I put this in the journaling section because it’s related to just my experiences with this challenge.
I’ll be using the same resources that DarkestKnight shared in his thread. For the sake of getting my guy some views, you can go to his post to see the post that he was inspired by, as well as the resources they’re using.
I’m not sure if there is a certain order you have to go in, but I’ve had some pretty good results just going down the list in alphabetical order. (The demons can see me as a cold-hearted Salesman cold-dialing them in an effort to sell something they definitely don’t need for the holidays.)
I purchased a very nice journal to write the enns and draw the sigils in. I’d verbalize the enns while I drew the sigil, and recite the enn until I got some sort of response. I wasn’t really sure what to expect, so I kept my expectations pretty open.
The first demon I evoked was Abaddon.
The first night’s biggest challenge was getting into the right vibration. I spent over an hour and a half trying to get my mind to calm down (work has been really stressful lately). Took a lot more meditation than normal to push out the thoughts of going back to work the next day.
Once I finally got there, the actual evocation wasn’t too bad. I expected it to take a few hours of chanting, but it didn’t. I managed to reach Abaddon, though I didn’t at first know if it was him or a construct (this is my first time communicating with anything other than Mysterious in years so I was definitely rusty).
I saw this:
I saw his full form, but because I’m not good at drawing (I dropped out of art school, guys) I decided to only do a rough, quick sketch.
He descended from a point on the wall above some boards I had laying against the wall from my broken bed frame. It was at least 3-4 feet in the air. It’s easier for me to use local spaces in my mind’s eye when trying to visualize spaces. I actually found myself quite surprised.
ABADDON enters. There is silence in the room, even the dogs are still. The room is very heavy all of the sudden. I feel really sick and that weird “loose” feeling you get when you’re tipsy. My astral self is standing. Energy surrounds me. It’s weird to describe. I speak first.
ME: Did this work?
ME: So you’re Abaddon?
ABADDON: Yes. How can I assist you, seven?
ME: Can you unlock the part of my brain that you’re associated with?
The energy shifts slightly in the room. I’m actually knocked out of the meditation because I had to rush to the bathroom to be ill. I began to have a tension headache.
Still unsure if it worked, I had to work again at getting myself calm. It didn’t take as long this time to get back in sync, but it still took some time. I got back and repeated the chanting.
ABADDON: I am still here.
MYSTERIOUS: Yeah, he’s still here.
ABADDON: Do you request anything else?
ME: No, thanks for your assistance!
ABADDON: We all are eager to help you on this journey ahead.
There is silence between us.
ABADDON: I must ask, what is your goal?
ME: I want out of here.
ME: So… Can I ask one more question? (I motion to Mysterious.) You two… erm… know each other?
ABADDON: Yes. We are familiar. Your impressions are not far off.
MYSTERIOUS: Wow. Ok.
ABADDON: You will achieve what you wish with time. If you require our assistance, just call upon us.
ME: Great! Thanks again for all your help. You can stay or go if you wish.
Abaddon doesn’t leave immediately. I’m then sitting with Mysterious, who is in the corner of the room. I can’t see him but I envision he’s tapping his foot like an angry parent with his arms across his chest because I’m dramatic.
MYSTERIOUS: Do you really have to ask everyone if I’m telling you the truth?
ME: I have to keep you honest.
I wasn’t sure if I had to wait and do one once a night. I asked Mysterious, because he was handy, and he basically was like: “Nah, you don’t have to wait… You don’t want to rush it though.”
Next I evoked Abigor. I tried to look up the enn online through Satan & Sons. I didn’t see Abigor specifically, but I did see that he was associated with Eligos and that enn was available. I decided to wing it.
This one took a little bit longer than Abaddon. I would note that Abaddon wasn’t as formal as I thought he’d be. His energy was actually pretty fluid, airy. (IDK) Abigor was pretty formal. If I didn’t know any better, I’d guess that he was slightly uncomfortable.
ME: Can you unlock the part of my mind that you’re associated with?
ABIGOR: Yes, seven.
ME: Thank you so much for your assistance. Feel free to stay or leave.
ABIGOR: Call upon me if you require additional assistance, seven.
He didn’t hesitate to bounce out of there.
I woke up feeling weird. It was like the world didn’t feel “real” if that makes sense. It only lasted for a little bit this morning. My day at work was a lot easier than I expected it to be. Life just seemed to move through the motions. I thought I felt Abaddon’s energy in small glimpses here and there. Not like a presence, but just a weird “poke.”
I didn’t feel that weird “unreal” feeling again until late this evening. I sat down and watched some videos on the television, and one of them was about this woman. Essentially at the end of the video, she “woke up” these other people. The people she “woke up” were angry with her, and she wound up talking to this other, mentor-type woman, who basically said: “You don’t always get a shiny medal for doing the right thing.”
WOMAN 2: “But I saved them.”
WOMAN 1: “And they may never forgive you for it.”
And that really stuck with me for some reason tonight. I thought about the dreams, and found myself in this really intense focus. It tends to happen when I get an external influence. I chalk it up to daydreaming, I guess. I just thought the message was important, and considering the challenge I was undertaking, I figured it was worth noting.
Wish me luck…