King Paimon’s little insights; Attakeria’s advice
The picture below is an example of the symbolic image that King Paimon showed me a few weeks earlier. But I understood the meaning of this image only yesterday, after talking with him.
So, the image that I saw two weeks ago was as follows: as if in some kind of soap bubble, I was suspended in the all-consuming darkness (but the image of this is slightly modified). There was nothing and no one around, but suddenly the figure of Attakeria appeared in front of me.
His figure was huge and luminous, which kind of reminded me of the movie “A Dark Song”, namely the guardian angel at the end of this film. But, I repeat, the meaning of this image was revealed only now, when I began to ask King Paimon about why Attakeria is “limited” and what his “awakening” means (such terms sometimes came across to me when working with Attakeria).
Thus, as King Paimon explained to me the large image of Attakeria is the visible embodiment of his “strength”, “abilities”, and my image is the human consciousness, which, no matter how it wants, can only see the “part” of this force.
To make it easier for me to understand, King Paimon showed a picture of a jug of water and a glass. If you pour too much water into the glass, it will spill out. In other words, water is the strength, abilities, etc. of Attakeria, which cannot manifest due to the limited consciousness and human abilities (only now I realized that King Paimon again used the image of water, which, in turn, is directly related to the essence of Attakeria). “Awakening” means at least partial mastery of these abilities (I do not think that it will ever be possible to achieve their full realization).
So, I think that with this example, King Paimon wanted to show me that if I want to understand myself and, in particular, to realize my soul / essence, I need to move “towards myself.” And this, in my opinion, should be concentrated inner work.
Indeed, as Astaroth mentioned earlier, I get the impression that I am floating “on the surface” or see the “tip of the iceberg”. Subconsciously, I feel the “depth” associated with Attakeria, but I have not yet been able to dive into these “ancient waters”.
I also, albeit a little, learned a little about the relationship between Attakeria and Astaroth. It turns out that their collaboration was associated with the work on the “highest fire”. What exactly was the work and what it was like, I did not know. The result of cooperation has already been clear from previous messages.
But I feel that I need to explore this line of relationships deeper in order to understand the results that I have today in my relationship with this spirit.
An interesting fact. When I asked Attakeria who Astaroth was before “leaving”, for some reason the word “Alamal” came to my mind. Having decided to find possible meanings of this word on the Internet, I found such a term as Alam al-Jabarut - the highest kingdom in Islamic cosmology. I do not know how this relates to the essence and history of Astaroth, but Attakeria advised not to focus too much on terminology and to consider them only as “starting points” when studying my questions.
Now, after being relatively clear about the “battle” erisode from my past life, I switched back to studying the Forgotten Temple.