Satolas, the “presence sign” and the containment of Attakeria
Perhaps I would not mention this episode, but it is directly related to what I will describe later. The first meeting with Satolas ended not with interruption of communication, but with the fact that Attakeria “left”, first taking the form of a pillar of fire, and then a large blue-white dragon (somewhat similar to the Chinese one). Moreover, the form of the dragon was chosen because it was “hard” for Attakeria (I felt it) to leave the cave of Satolas. So, in the form of a dragon, Attakeria found himself in complete darkness for a while and then “got out” into the desert (he seems to have returned to the location associated with King Paimon).
However, the next day (after the second communication with Satolas and receiving new signs of the Fiery World), when I began to meditate on the sigil of Attakeria, I again found it in the desert - which is surprising, since Attakeria never showed his image (a pillar of fire with a face) in this area. Moreover, next to it appeared a “glass stone” (let’s call it that because it is transparent and light blue), which appeared, as far as I understood, from the contact of Attakeria’s fire with sand. Why he needs this stone (Attakeria, at the beginning of my meditation, was sitting on it) is still not clear.
However, it became partly clear to me why the image of Attakeria’s sigil appeared in different places. I wrote about this in this post: Question about Attakeria’s sigil
So that’s it. The answer came to me in the form of an unexpected insight. A similar manifestation of the sigil in different places is associated with the “sign of presence” - that is, with the presence of the energy of Attakeria in these places.
I don’t know if you’ve encountered something like this before, but I would be interested to hear thoughts on this.
And finally, the last thing I wanted to tell in this post is the unexpected surge of Attackeria’s energy. During today’s meditation on his sigil, I literally physically felt how the signs of the Fiery World appear on my palms. I do not know what contributed to this activation (maybe work with the signs of the Fiery World? “Infernal impulse” from Satolas?), But when Attakeria took the form of a column of fire, its light and intensity grew and grew. At some point, I felt that this is “enough” and further appearance “is not necessary.” In this regard, I now seem to understand Attakeria’s words that he is “bound” or “limited.” Apparently this means that either Attakeria’s capabilities cannot manifest due to the physical limitations of the body, or I am not yet sufficiently prepared for them.
King Paimon also advised to “calm down,” and I sensed a more balancing energy from him, which helped to limit the manifestation of Attakeria.
Naturally, I still have unresolved questions related to the manifestation of Attakeria in the desert and with a strange “glass” stone.
P.S. I will definitely try to draw Satolas, a strange stone and Attakeria in the form of a pillar of fire.