I spent about 2 hours in my temple just working on scrying different spirits right after the other trying to get myself deeper into the gnostic-state. I even posted a question here a few days ago on how to scry, so this is all very recent development.
I repeatedly summoned Paralda. I could feel his presence when I called him, but nothing hugely significant. I went through a bunch of other random spirits asking them one after the other to help me develop my spiritual sight.
I finally landed on a sigil I drew in my journal 3 years ago. I didn’t have the spirits name on it.
This is when things got interesting. Normally when I get into the theta-gamma state my eyes tend to refocus and I slip out of it easily.
As soon as I started to whisper ‘alash tad alash tal ashtu’, my vision was sucked in and my color of my entire room shifted to a red hue. It was very noticeable, not subtle.
My skin started to prick and a feeling of dread came over me. The feeling became so intense, I was very scared. I’ve never been legitimately terrified during a ritual. The prickling feeling was getting so intense and the feeling of dread even more so that I felt the need to regain control of the ritual. I stood up and affirmed (more like yelled) myself as ADONAI, EHEIE, AGLA, and TETRAGRAMMATON.
When I got my nerve, I asked the spirit (still wasn’t sure of his name) to help me develop my magickal powers.
There was no two-way communication. I could not see the spirit. But the feeling was so bloody intense, I never expected something like that to happen. I dismissed the spirit and banished.
When it was over, I tried to figure out what the sigil was. The first name that came to mind was Azazel (I’ve attempted to work with him years ago, but have never really started practicing evocation until a week ago). It was correct.
I’ve tried to evoke other angels and demons. None of them have shown me such a powerful presence as Azazel. I don’t even need to see him, the presence was more than enough for me to realize some shit went down.
I’m not sure why this particular evocation worked so well. I have not been able to replicate it with such intensity.
Does anyone have any idea why Azazel would come with such a powerful presence and no other spirit?
Why cant I replicate this result?