So I just evoked Azazel cause i apparently need a kick in the ass magically so to speak.
I used his enn,
“Itz rel Itz Rel Azazel”
No candle, no Square of Saturn, nothin but mind and will lol
He showed up and Was dressed in a Black hood robe with Red Eyes and Black skin. Muscular. And hey what do ya know, i actually got a smell this time.
The smell is…demonic af
But anyway, I asked him where the hell am i going wrong and didnt really get a complete answer other than “the energies in your environment”
Which i am aware of and working on with no success.
He basically encouraged me to be the God I am and all the other stuff that is normally said. Overall his energy was quite calm. For some reason i was expecting a Raging Saturnian Demon kind of feel cause ya know hes from Saturn.
So my Q is:
For those of you who know him, was that actually him? I have the tiny lingering feeling it wasnt. Just doesnt seem like something he would say (compared to cut throat practical guidance he is known by others to give)
See what I mean?