For a few years I would ever so faintly sense this being. However, it was not until some members of the Anon “legion” assailed me the morning of a new year on January first, an event would occur to align my perception. For I had fallen into a depression because I felt like my searchings and reaching’s out were in vain. Also, I had thought that I was simply mad and lost grace with that which I was hardly even considering real anymore.
So this one evening I saw open before me inner visually, triggering intensely compelling sensation which raced through my body, the facial and bodily form of an immediate terrifying creature. I was stricken with horror very quickly which heightened. Though, I had prepared myself to handle such “levels” of fear within myself. So I resounded by ringing forth my emanations.
As very large spiders descended before me upon their woven cords, the face of Ba’al shown before me like the face of some type of arachnid. Though, respecting my human susceptibility to the influence of his immense power, he gracefully remained mostly hidden in a thick smoky shroud of darkness which concealed his wholler form. For this being (in this most terrifying form) abhors light utterly and is not seen even by those he falls upon to strike.
His voice spoke to me clearly and he shown me the face of the perpetrator who had assailed my very mind and soul. Then the terrible Lord showed me my assailants wife and I saw them in a hospital. I saw them very worried and near broken from stress. The words “miscarriage” echoed and whispered in my mind. Suddenly I was filled with tremendous glee and I felt Ba’al’s almost compassion for me… I know that sounds very strange. That such a demonic Lord would care for a human but that’s exactly what happened as it happened.
I didn’t request the meeting or the retribution. Ba’al appeared before me and volunteered to be an avenger before me. I have sense become slightly more familiar with this being but I often appear as a very brilliant shining light child so he doesn’t come around very often. Though, I have been trying to share the sensation of humor with him lately. I often work with many beings offering them glimpses of human sensation and memory. This is my imparting. I expect nothing back. For why should the gods be summoned before humans to grant them this and that? Why can’t there be humans who appear before the god’s to attempt to impress them?! I guess that sounded rhp-ish… meh #truestory The things I share are the things which I have experienced.