Hey there guys, Im new. I have a question for everyone- and since I
ve been typing for a bit now, Ive decided I
d just post the PM I wrote for EA (before I found out that you cant send him or Timothy PM
s). I am hoping he or Timothy will see this, or maybe one of you can help me with this, or tell me how I can get ahold of them without paying $150 for a phone consultation just to ask one question. Anyways here it is:
Hey,
My name is Emrys, I’m 20 years old. I have been SERIOUSLY studying the occult for years, though honestly, up until recently I am what you call an “armchair occultist”. That has changed recently I am very dedicated to my path. I only found out about you 2 weeks ago, searching the web for knowledge. I am so glad I found you! You are my occult hero, you go FAR BEYOND what most occultists are willing to say or write down. I bet you have a lot of enemies for that. I cannot tell you in words how much I appreciate what you are doing for the world. Now is a good time fo Magick, and I truly believe Magick is going to change the world. Magick is what I have always been seeking, I was raised Christian, but always wanted more. I wanted PRACTICAL spirituality, I wanted to take life in my own hands. I thank you for the knowledge you share E A.
I am pretty upset though, I feel like I found you too late. I wanted to buy one of your Complete Works more than anything. The day I found your website it was still for sale. I GOT THE MONEY READY BY THE NEXT DAY AND IT WAS SOLD OUT! And $400 is a lot for me to get together, as I am currently unemployed, as I have a lot of “problems”. I am a recovering drug addict, almost off of methadone. I have a lot of physical health problems as well. I really feel like your books would have made A HUGE DIFFERENCE in my life. And I was completely willing to pay $400 for it. I feel that that was an amazing bargain for the knowledge that it contained. I am so bummed out. I want nothing more (physical possession wise) in the world but a copy of your Grimoire. I have spent tens of thousands of dollars in the past 5 years on occult books, and most of them are shit. I know that I would have cherished this book like no other. I feel like I missed out BAD.
Eric, I am unemployed, and my doctor says I am technically “disabled”, and am waiting to receive Disability benefits. There is no possible way I could afford to buy your books off of E-Bay. I am definitely going to be supporting your cause, I am going to sign up for your Divination course, and your monthly Interviews with A Magician in a couple weeks when I get more money. I am also going to be doing some one-on-one consultations. The price is worth it to learn from you. AND I AM DEFINITELY GOING TO BE GETTING YOUR MASTERING EVOCATION COURSE! I am super excited about that. I can’t wait. That’s my favorite topic, of course.
Anyways, what I’m getting at here is, and I’m sure you get this a lot, but maybe, just maybe, you will see how desperate I am and how much I admire your teachings, IS THERE ANYWAY I COULD GET A COPY OF YOUR COMPLETE WORKS, is there any left at all, that maybe I could pay a bit extra for, or ANY COPIES OF ANY OF YOUR BOOKS THAT YOU COULD SELL ME MORE A NOT RIDICULOUS PRICE, like the prices they’re going for on E-bay. I will never, ever sell any of these book(s), if you could do something for me Eric. I would be forever grateful.
If there really is no copies left do you think you could make a photocopy of the complete works, and I could pay you $100 or 2 hundred bucks for it (maybe you could sign it! that would be great!). I honestly don’t care if its even a real book E A, as I am not selling it. I just desperately want the information inside. You are the most revealing and informative and genuine of all the Occult teachers out there. PLEASE HELP ME CHANGE MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER E A. I have suffered a lot (not to be a bitch) and so has my family, I wan’t to do good things with my life, but my body’s holding me back. I need healing. I need to grow. I want to take life by my own hands, and I already am believe me, my life is getting better, but I believe truly that I was meant to buy one of those books. And even if you can’t do anything for me, I will find a way, some day, to get one.
Please help me E A. I will pay for any ink you use if you do just make me a copy, and I will pay for shipping if you want to.
Your friend, and admirer,
Emrys Magistus (Emrys C Miller).
PS- I really do need change in my life, and I’ve never been so sure someone could help me. I can’t wait to hear back from you. If you for some reason want to get to know me more before you would be willing to do something like that for me, I would be willing to prove myself sincere. I see the prices your books are going for on E-bay, and I really don’t want you to think I’m somebody trying to make money off of your books. I said it before and I’ll say it again, I WILL NEVER SELL THIS BOOK WHEN I GET IT! I will cherish it forever. I am a book freak. I have thousands of books. Ones I’ve bought from bookstores, occult store, ordered off the internet, ordered from publishing companies etc. Theres never been a book I’ve wanted so much, and Ive wanted a lot of books. I love books, and I love the occult/ Magick and absolutely love books on the Occult. Ive never been into video games and tv like all my other friends and kid
s at school when I was younger. I read books.
By the way, I am very interested in Haitian Voodoo Voudon, and all of the Afro-Cuban, Afro-Brazilian, Caribbean, Congos area folk magic systems traditions. I would love to read the Green Butterfly, as well. I can
t wait for your course on that either, and I`m watching your seminar on youtube about it right now.
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Anyways, thats my problem. If there is anyone out there who has a copy of any of his books, or the complete works, I will be willing to pay ANYONE for a copy, printed, scanned, on a disc, in book forum, DVD- R, emailed, TXT, I dont care. I just desperately want this knowdledge, and it sucks even more for me, because I was actually GOING TO BUY IT THE DAY IT SOLD OUT! The day before you could still order a copy, the next day when I had the money, it was sold out! Ièm so upset. Somebody please help me with this. I will be so grateful!
Oh, and if buying a photocopy or something is against the law, or copyright or something, Ièm not sure, Ièm sorry, and this message is just ment for E A andéor Timothy to get to EA, surely you can print and sell copies of your own works, right.
Anyways, if it technically illegal maybe you can let it slide, because I want it purely for informal purposes. I want to learn! And I am going to be contibuting the the website very soon, within the next couple of weeks I will be ordering the Divination course, and Interviews With A Magus. And as soon as I have more money after that I will make a phone consultation. And I CANT WAIT FOR THE EVOCATION COURSE! I WILL BE GETTING THAT RIGHT AWAY!
Anyways, somebody send me a PM or an E-mail: my email adress is: