Making use of the copal resin for the first time too.
I called Belial in his gatekeeper aspect
Stating my request and agenda and his teaching to change me also
B I am here already
M what can I learn and evolve from you on this pathworking oh great king Belial lord of fire scorpion king who is the first gatekeeper to the kingdom of flames
Itz ra cha Belial
B sing
M sang
B goddess who acts so weak. Rise up
M how
B I am Power and you are power
M beloved teacher wise king I learn from thee
B …
M I am showing respect not grovelling
M…
Changes coal disc
B I had not left
Left hand stretches out sideways and clicks perfectly (that never happens), then it stretches to the Right. Clicks hand down tween to my feet. Click roses towards chest. Click.
B (in refference to my writing) Your methods slow…
Here He Drew on my stomach / chest
(tricky place)
See there
B astarov Beleezelbub Belial
These will be shown to you
You are god goddess but you human you live like a slave a servant and you fail
You must not be a servant anymore
M — quieted as to what
B to your feelings to your confusion to taking less. Be a god goddess
Rise shine set world ablaze in abyss of darkness. Shine flash
Shining beacon - unreadable word
B -…-
There is no time
You have all the time
B (referencing the attention from men) Seethe attention you get. Enjoy it. You like the winks. But they do not know what they see
B Rise sing my name Sing your name
M stood sang “Beeliiiaaallll” then “Morrgaaannnaa”
B now you know who you are Queen Morgana Rise and be who you are
Priestess of the olde ways is our ways.
Thanks guys. Well tonight as Belial said the names Astaroth, Beelzebub, Belial
So tonight Astaroth
Set up a small spot with 1/2 shot of vodka sigil enn. Using my lovely new ultra smokey copal resin .
We get underway He is very tall then back to 7 ft. Close to where I am positioned he has black hair sort of flashes into “visual existence” and not seen.I’m then draw a line from just under my breasts down to lower dantiean / sacral. … where c section scars are .and a short horizontal line as if making a capital I - not computer style- then a circle and an X
Also drew on paper
M what are these symbols
A one drop of blood
M dose so onto sigil
Againtall dark hair flash in and out
A you’ll be changed flamed
Raise the darkness and hidden flames from within your form
Blessed child. God not yet god who is god.
Strangely seeing bits of a “buffy” scene with Willow preparing a spell for Oz.
A Witch control the werewolf form. Be master
Ashala
Priestess Ashala rise and take form
M you refer to my goddess form
A yes
M - pulls in Morgana -
I am She
A Ashala rise turn face east then face west. Face up Then down. Draw to the centre
Focus on your being / your power essence
A Expand rise Ashala rise there you’ll find yourself within
M dose the exercise. Yes
A transform very flash quickly to black dragon in the air
M you a dragon Astaroth
M thanks Astaroth
OK this us how the exercise works:
Focus breathing energy from front to back of body just like circular perineum to crown and down the other side to meet at the start… think of flowing air in a Vertical Oval going in one direction.
Next focus breath energy just under the breasts or beneath / behind rib cage -like heart centre (2nd heart-?-).
Then focus breath energies sacral lower part.
When these are flowing east -up and west -down
Then focus breath energies in the centre of being - the middle above unbilical see breath.
All centres are breathing and expanding.
Final expand that goldish orb out which is the X
You will experience air flowing in all these centres
After a couple of times or sow you will (maybe) feel your wings .
I know this is correct because
Astaroth walked me through it.
This exercise I’m planning to do frequently.
Goodnight folks
So today Beelzebub as stated by Belial. This afternoon my mind was distracted.
Second go this evening.
Like this afternoon also an effect as the smoke is all pervasive very thick. Maybe it’s the charcoal. But twice today it’s gotten into my throat. Grainy
So tonight i set up sigil vodka and drop of blood. His sigil opened easier than Astaroth.
This afternoon he came he is massive giant wider taller although his hight he adjusted but not for long. I did not see him just shadow-like dark figure
Hinton of a hood but that is think he added to suit any image I saw. But imagine figure with not noticeable. … cut out a black figure of black cardboard and place it on black paper and you have a vague out line idea.
I can’t say if his flesh was a colour cause not see it.
Tonight though the impression of him very strong my skull ears throat base of skull ajna quite a lot of presence and throbbing and pressure quite a while. Only… either it was me or he chose not to speak.
Hail and thank you for coming for whatever you were doing gatekeeper prince of darkness Beelzebub.
Hail and thank you Astaroth
Itz ra cha thank you Belial.
Last night uses of the meditation techniques great. I uses the Asenath Mason
“Ritual of the Demons King Belial”
I hotel the sigil meditation and the seeing.
I saw a total black door which the impression seemed as if it opens from the middle, behind it black.
So black doorway.
I have seen this before this black door l saw it with working through the black sun always the black door there waiting to be entered.
The next thing my eye perceived was light as if fire flame
After that my blasted mind wondered either that or images of my family
So went straight to bed sleep continuing the circular meditation.
Edit. Will have to be better focused tonight
Morgana and Belial, huh? Curios partnering… Will I ever find someone who this reaches as deep into? So deep in my heart, it does go… The truth it will show…
Tonight although finished my skull has the spiking burning ants … did I just heard my mother calling my name (my full birth)?. What do you want to say? Belial has not gone we have not gone were always here M ok your always here.
Whose talking just now?
We are always here f. …
Who am I talking to
Laughter again
M Drakon. mum?
Sudden pressure tingling gone. Ok weird. Bedroom feels emptier again.
Ok Tonight’s invoke of Belial gatekeeper aspect again utilising previous mentioned texts. Sketched the sigil & fresh blooded it.
B I am Beeleeawl. Remember whom you are who I are.
-we begin to impression of going down the stairs
Dark & red -ness.
Down into Drakon eye
M what does the Dragon see
B - (was quiet)
B the dragon sees all.
M possession during ritual may be quicker
B
M Itz ra cha Belial
B remember
B the door opens you will enter it.
M alright.
Ritual finished candles had the blue and I think red lights unless the camera echos.
Excuse the spontaneous above but my pen in not in my hands
Not a lot of activity but after extinguishing most candles I got out tarot deck to see. But then as shuffling I get
“Nine of Swords”
Palm over word’s all i could be sense was “decisions”.
I think it pays to be not expecting so much “results” but rather stay as observer
Maybe a chakra banishing or a clap hands banishing or aeiou banishing. They are very effective and quickly. Or maybe use 9x Cofurizim Mantra. That arcane can also indicate a need of banishing
Yes. Powerful. In my minds eye I suddenly saw me devouring animalistically a force.
Ooh yes. Thanks Rav for the suggestion I found a whole plethora of information
Also feeling satisfied and lighter somehow.
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I find It inspiring
