Experience while opening “Twin Soul” sigil:
So I’ve charged and opened this sigil enough that I can sense a presence/energy coming off of it even when not trying to open it.
I’ve had some interesting experiences when opening this sigil. It’s not the first one I’ve made. The first time I opened it, I had some very vivid lucid dreams the following nights. I opened it with the intent to connect with my twin soul. Note, I see the twin soul as the equivalent of a biological twin, just the spiritual version. I don’t see it in the version that the New Age teaches it as. But this is based off of my experiences thus far
The first time I opened the sigil, I got alot of impressions that are really hard to describe, and I got images that came up. For some reason, I always get imagery of nature. Forests, trees, rivers…just alot of very natural vibes…then I tend to get the image of a woman. Usually her presence coming off of the sigil and throughout the impressions/images I get. It’s very hard to describe.
Her energy feels…light and warm…there’s some darkness to it too though, but not the kind I feel from “demons”…a different kind. Nothing bad though. Imeragy I’ve gotten that best represents what I “see” when opening this sigil is:
These images don’t do the best of describing how she looks…she has a very serious expression half the time (face expression)…like observation, in thought…her hair is usually dark brown - even looks black at times…i might update this is I find better images.
And her clothing has always (in dreams, imeragy I get mentally) been like this, almost always all black…
When I open her sigil, her mannerism comes off as… serious and quiet. She hasn’t come across as nuturing like Mother Lilith has, more like tough love. For example, when I first contacted her - she did manifest that night to me, and her presence was strong. Caught me off guard like the time Lilith did. Then that night, I had the lucid dream where she very bluntly told me “you are not ready for a relationship, I am”.
Then later, when I did connect with her more – she (again in lucid dreams) made me face stuff from my past, even though I didn’t want to. She didn’t let me walk away from it. That’s what I mean about tough love. Kinda like the, it’s going to be hard but in the end it’ll make you stronger - type of love…
Then the other dreams I’ve had, is the one with the mirror where she said “I am apart of you, as you are of me”.
I’ll admit, I first connected with her with the intent of wanting a romantic relationship, because of all the stuff I heard about twin flame and got caught up in that. She was very blunt about basically saying no, I wasn’t ready – and our relationship has been more about her making me do shadow work. It’s a deep relationship but not the rosy kind…heck I’ve tried to avoid the work throughout it.
So these have been my experiences so far. It’s really hard to describe the impressions I get when opening her sigil…but there’s a deep sense of familiarity.