Memorial to my biological mother

My biological mother died Easter Friday, 14.04.2019
She spend 1 month in hospital prior to that.

In terms of her spirit,
She was very matriarchal,
Mater and object focused,

  • Christian -
    Fearmingerish - loved to tell anyone who didn’t want to hear it, about all dangers of everything.
  • peaceful / anti militarian

There’s no sigil or such,
as she was a muggle,
And a tormented spirit.

However, this is one of her last pictures,
When she was in the hospital about to die.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

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She is in peace i will send lots of love and some of antcestorto guide her peace love she is with the divine at rest no morw pain

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Thank you.

Yeah, usually I’d ascend her,
But currently I was asked to wait,
I hope I can perform her ascention at her burial.
During her death, I wasn’t allowed to be with her.

I think the spirits don’t want her to be re-incatnated, but I but then, when I told my sister about that, she said something about becoming possessed by her randomly in the next while.

Kind of freaked me out. Normally my older sister is against Magick,
She’s a social bachelor,
And it hurts her mind normally when I’m talking about Magick.

Her telling me about becoming possessed…
Insane.

Oh my dad mentioned today,
That he could have revived her,
But it wouldn’t have been in accordance with her will, if he’d done so.
He was actually there when she died.

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

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Ave Methusalem.

Möge Sie 969 Jahre in frieden leben.

Sollte sie re-inkarnieren.

Sorry for that short german break in there.

She died at 65 years of age.

Sin,

¥’B

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Its okay brother how have yoi been doing magic and how old are you

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See if you can meet it her in the astral realm, send protection and guidemce to her

I’m 29, and i’ve been doing magick since 2012 (joining of Balg),
which is 7 years for now.

However, back in my childhood,
i wasn’t send to kindergarden as other kids.

So i was training my visualization,
imagination and such,
during those early years.

Later on,
i got told about 1 past incarnation,
and didn’t ask further very much.

A demon,
at one point,

  • it was Nergal, or Marduk,

Talked to me,
right through my body,
and told me,
that with 25 i got to get my magic abilities fully activated,
up until then,
they were supposed to be limited,
for the fact,
of my last incarnation’s end.

However, the full activation took a little longer,
up until i was 27.

That safety measurement,
was set in place,
by my godform,
or HGA,
since it was decided to be ensuring my full outgrowing before i get into anything serious.

^^

Sin,

¥’B

Wow do you belive was awsken in 2012 dod sevem years in prison i raised my kundili and my light body ,now i feel lost no sense of direction , and lost my light some of m6 abilities are dormant

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yaah, raised my kunda back then in 2012 as well. :wink:

Trust me,
i want to be around,
and keep alive,
and safe and free,
for a looooong long time.

:wink:

And i have rituals ensuring it.
:smile:

I did all by my self no book just straight intution we where receptive to that energy when it came down…

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I would love to do those ritual you talking about lol

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Vamperizim

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well, that was half way joking.

But seriously,
Magick helps A LOT!,
when it comes to staying well.

Sin,

¥’B

Wow brothere we got history togethere😎

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sorry for your loss brother,know that she is at peace,once a christian priest yet a wise man told me that we are getting sad about when our people die but the dead souls are glad becuase they ascend beyond our mind,
she is protected and at peace

much love from me

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Thank you,
indeed, whenever i talk with my dad about ghosts,
he tells me of the experiences where he had Ghosts joking about how heavy and difficult we make life for ourselves.
While his response to that, always been:
“well, you have good laughing, you don’t have to deal with having a physical body.”

Sincerely,

¥’Berioth

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Such a lovely tribute!

How thoughtful and kind.

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My heart goes out to you blessings much peace and much love. I lost my mother when I was 16. What I found comforting is in knowing my connection to her is not gone it has simply changed from the physical to the spiritual. On mother’s day and halloween I try to reach out to her by lighting a candle setting up a picture and asking one of my guides to open a gate for me to see her. It has always worked.

Be well

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thank you.

I just woke up from a nightmare,
where my mum tried to destroy very importend objects of mine,
and also seeked to engage me into a fight.

Thankfully,
i refused the fight,
and when i got concious again,
i assumed power and reframed the situation which had just been imposed upon me.

Sin,

¥’B