Thank you to King Belial for helping me on my weight loss journey. I called on him a while back and first mentioned it in passing, “it would be nice to get back into the shape I was in back when I was in the military.”
It came up a few times more how I needed a push to get back in shape, cut the shit with my snacking, etc.
The night before last was my breaking point, I just felt lost like I couldn’t find the motivation to start a concrete running plan and stop the emotional eating. I asked Belial to work with me to help me get in shape.
This morning I’m sitting in my sunroom looking outside and I just felt a push to run. I ignored it and started watching tv. The push was harder. RUN!! I’ve never felt that type of motivation or inspiration since I was in the Navy. It wasn’t rude or crass, wasn’t disrespectful, the voice just told me to get out there and run. Stop looking and just run. Just go.
So I ran. I feel so good afterwards. You have to start somewhere…
Thank you King Belial for not being an ass to me, and I mean that when I say it because my weight has always been a sensitive issue for me and he approached it with tact and civility. He didn’t have to burn my world into the ground in order to get me to see the light. That would have sent me spiraling out of control and into a depression.