Hi I’m Mat. That a nick name. My real name is weird. I’m new to black magic. About two and half years ago. I was going through a hard time that isn’t really resolved yet. I assumed it would help to do a christian baptism. An ironic thing happened. Instead of doubts about religion I ended up with absolutely no love for jesus. I also felt like baby christian curse was wash off. I know magic is real because I am convinced that I was bewitched by my Thai wife. ( I want to leave her). I want to change my life complete( knowing that I have gender dysphoria). My obstacles are not having a much money; living in a foreign country at present.( Might go back to South Africa); with my living situation I don’t have enough living space nor privacy to do a great deal. Currently I’m only drawing some sigils. I would like to do a lot more.
Welcome to the forums. There’s a lot of good info here.
You could always work in the astral, if you need to keep it quiet.
Thanks for the advice.