Now, just to clarify, I am a Magus in my teacher’s order, and now I’m seeking ways to empower myself, physically, mentally, and spiritual, overall just to enhance my magick and help me rise to the rank of Frater, or higher. Now I have asked Hekate to empower me physically and mentally, during the new moon, not sure if she will do that, because the ritual I used to summon her was overwhelming, like while writing the petitions I needed to come true, and using dragon’s blood on clean piece of paper was sort of difficult to write down, due to her presence. Not 100% sure if that’s a bad sign that she appeared and made me feel like I was gonna faint during the ritual, and even stimulated my third eye and crown before I passed out quickly when I fell into bed and didn’t wake up until 2-3 pm the next day.
So yeah, I may consider turning to Azazel or King Paimon for further empowerment, more so spiritually, if I see positive results from Hekate, but if I don’t, then yeah I’ll ask either of those two, first I wanna know these demons and what can they offer, though more importantly what should I ask either of them? Now, I get the feeling also, my rank may not be ideal, since trying to invoke Hekate made me exhausted, so should I wait until I become a Frater? if not, how should I conjure Azazel or King Paimon? If yes, then which one would be ideal when someone like seeking power?
P.S. If I do need to get that Book of Azazel, then I may need some very good and fast result money spells because I’m unemployed (Still looking for a job, just didn’t get an answer for my applications), and that book is obviously out of my price range, so whatever else you all can advise me, I will forever appreciate it, help a brother out, especially with destiny calling me to the ever burning horizon.