Lol, I’m glad I could give you a much needed laugh! But there’s no need to be so hard on yourself, I didn’t intend any kind of rejection at all, kind of the opposite really! I just meant that I’m surely not the only the man into the occult here (and I’m a total newbie right now, I just did my first ritual 2 days ago), so you should actually have OPTIONS in Chattanooga.
But I didn’t mean it like it came off, haha. No, I’m not married, and you…uhh…don’t turn me off, or seem crazy or unappealing in any way. But I also didn’t want it come off like I was saying “Hey cute girl on the internet that I don’t know, why don’t you move up to the Chattanooga area and I’ll be your “magickal friend with benefits” even though you don’t me at all!” Know what I mean?
I’m sorry you’ve had a rough time lately, though. But don’t beat yourself up, we all have rough patches; it might be your fault or it might not, but however much you contributed, it happens to the very best of us - so it doesn’t mean you’re crazy or that there is anything wrong with you. I’m sure you’re a perfectly lovely person Learn from it what you can and you’ll be even lovelier for it!