Magickal Attack - Ritual to End a Relationship (Journey)

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(I really hope someone read’s this and follows me on my journey as i am sure i will have questions and may need help)

As of today (i guess tonight) i will be starting the Ritual to End a Relationship and i will follow through for 33 days without missing a single day, yes i am that sure and motivated.

I will first do the Ritual to wield power a few hours (or minutes if i’m short on time) before, it isn’t explicitly stated that you need to for this ritual but to my knowledge i think it will be beneficial. After the ritual to wield power i will continue to the ritual to end a relationship. Next update on this post will be after i’ve done it for the first time, i will only update if i have something on my mind for example if something happened (or didn’t happen) but i will try my best to not lose hope!

Backstory to why i’m doing this (maybe it will be helpful for any experienced people)

My girlfriend of 3 years cheated on me basically out of the blue, and tried hiding it too. We we’re having some complications with her changing schools and etc as i didn’t want her to become a sheep. We obviously agreed as we had a healthy relationship and always talked stuff out, but stuff became complicated in her life as she started losing friends and etc.

Out of the blue, she basically told me that she wanted a break as “things arent working out” (i promise, nothing was even happening during this period). But since i truly loved her and wanted the best for this relationship i finally said okay to the break. For 2 weeks i wasn’t allowed to speak with her or reach out to her and it drove me crazy. Long story short, i was put into psych ward because i had a good feeling this relationship was going to end. I was only in psych ward for 2 days where they later released me and we we’re still “together” (but on a break…?).

Her best friend then texts me one night saying that she (my girlfriend at the time) was at “S” house (the guy she cheated on me with) and that they had sexual intercourse…

They’ve never met up before and this was nothing like her, but this was the choice she made. I didn’t say anything about this to her, but then a day later i told her hey i really want to talk and it’s really important and she said it was fine. I told her i found out that she had cheated on me and had sex with “S”. She then blocked me, removed me on everything, and removed every trace of us ever being together. This was a real life relationship (not no online shit). We met in high school.

That’s all i have for now, if anyone bothered reading my huge rant aka backstory. Thank you, and as you can see this hurt me pretty deeply. I’m still having daily dreams about her, that’s also why i want to get revenge. As i don’t feel like she has suffered enough.

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What was the question? Or is this a Journal? If so we have a Journals, Group Rituals & Free Readings category and I can move it over for you.

Your relationship seems pretty much over I’m not understating why you need magick to finish it? Do you mean she didn’t just cheat, she monkey-branched and is now with “S”?

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Oh my fault, yeah move it over.

It is over, but it hurt or even traumatized me in the process. I haven’t been able to trust any other human being after she betrayed me like that. And the fact that she instantly found another and is now with him makes me honestly kinda pissed off. I want her to go through what i went through.

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Good luck :+1: I changed my post cause I didn’t want to ruin your journal :folded_hands::grimacing:

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Day 1
I made notes on what to do incase I forget which were broad enough for me to use my imagination in case I forget but helpful enough to make me remember slightly. As I called out caspiel I could slowly feel a presence behind me, as if someone was peeking over my shoulder and breathing on my neck. As I called out barmiel i got a little confused because i could hear a voice in my head that wasn’t me that responded, twice. I didn’t hear it with my ears like as if someone was in the room tho it was just in my head. As for Acreba I didn’t get any response… but I still thanked Acreba for fulfilling my wish. Before doing this I read that you may not feel Acreba’s presence if you’re a newcomer so I’d like to say that today was a success.

Questions: is it normal to hear the response inside my head rather than physically (as if in the same room)? I’ve spoken to some friends that have done similar rituals before and they told me that they could physically hear it in the ears.

Thanks for reading.

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I saw your reply before you edited it and thanks for taking into consideration that im new but because of your respect i dont feel like you said anything wrong. Obviously moving on would make things easy, but mind you. It’s been 7 months since all this happened and i still have daily nightmares about it everytime i sleep. My mind won’t stop bringing her up and the only way for me to get closure (because she didn’t give me any, she just blocked me and left me there wondering) is to get back at her and know that she’s hurt. All morals out the window, I do not care what would happen to her. And maybe this would happen again in my life, and who knows how I’d act. But I don’t think it would be as serious as this one as this was my first ever love, my first ever girlfriend. And I got betrayed after 3 happy years.

Thanks for showing interest, you can always reply i don’t mind.

(Any questions / replies are allowed! I want people to reply here with anything, it’s not just for me!!)

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Day 2
Today went a little more quiet than I expected.
I did the ritual to wield power a few hours before but longer this time and i felt more satisfied. For the ritual itself, when i called out Caspiel i could slowly feel something almost itching / scratching a specific spot on my back as a basically invisible subtle shadow formed infront of me as if someone was standing behind,
When i called out Barmiel im afraid i got no response today. I got a glimpse of an old man grinning with horns on his head but im not sure I’d take this as a response? It seems very generic.
As for Acreba i yet again felt as if i got zero response. Nothing at all.
Still thanked Acreba regardless as i should and told them im grateful. Hoping for clearer signs next time…

Questions: the glimpse of an old man grinning with horns on his head, would that be a real response? There is no drawing of Barmiel so it’s hard to know how he presents himself but im starting to see that Barmiel’s presence is very confusing, atleast to me.

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Day 3
I would say today went better as im confident i got a sign from Acreba today. And the connection between me and Acreba today was significantly clearer.
I did the ritual to wield power obviously, a few hours before. This time with a little talisman (a figurine). I’m not sure how to explain it but it felt better, like clearer. Anyways.
I took my figurine to the ritual as well and i don’t feel like it did much but i had this feeling the whole time as if I wasn’t alone, as if that figurine was someone.
I was calling out Caspiel and today it took a couple more tries and I only got that little feeling of someone watching over me but at my level, not from above. (I do this sitting down so like if they sat behind me).
Then I started calling out Barmiel and today was also confusing af. I called out Barmiel a bunch of times since im getting the feeling that he’s not easy to reach. Something then randomly told me to close my eyes, so I did. It was pitch black and I was hoping to see something emerge from the darkness but nothing. While still having my eyes closed I feel like I heard “turn around”… so I did. Nothing behind me, nor around me. I stared at his sigil a little more and called him out one last time before I went to Acreba.
Calling out to Acreba today felt different as where I was told to “breathe the words into the demons mind” I could visualize me kinda telepathically sending my imaginations and my desires into the demons brain if that makes sense. It felt like it was actually “sending”. While presenting my emotions of disgust and etc I suddenly felt an extremely sharp stab in my knee, as if someone genuinely stabbed my knee with a sharp needle, then it kinda vibrated around that area. I didn’t freak out at all I was more fascinated and kept going. After that, much didn’t really happen though I did feel lighter again after ending the ritual.

Questions: is Barmiel playing tricks on me / messing around with me?

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Day 4
Today was kinda busy so I just did the ritual to wield power right before the main ritual.
Caspiel’s presence was similar as always, this time I could feel / imagine as if a tall dark figure was standing behind me.
Barmiel yet again confused me, after calling out his name a bunch I randomly heard to close my eyes again. I closed my eyes and everytime I called out Barmiel with closed eyes it felt like I was going in and out of consciousness. Then I was told to open my eyes and look behind me, nothing there. Then I heard “Proceed”…
Calling out Acreba today gave no total silence I think, though I feel like I felt some sort of circle going around me that when I closed my eyes appeared like some dark smoke.

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Day 5

Today I did the ritual to wield power right before again.

I was calling out Caspiel and got the same feeling of someone around me but today it started behind me and kinda moved more to the side. So it was closer to me than usual.

Calling out Barmiel always takes a lot of tries and for some reason after calling out his name for like a straight minute or two I could sense someone around me like walking in circles of me and then suddenly disappearing. And I feel like the shapes of the sigil were moving around and rotating which was really weird to actually see. Yet again he told me where to look despite nothing being there and after I followed the instructions I just got a “Proceed” again. I’m not entirely sure why this is his approach but i don’t think im really worried about it.

Acreba always gives me a slight confused feeling because im not sure if i felt any presence or not. I always forget what happens honestly. I don’t remember good enough to write more here…

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Day 6

Today was a tough one, I could not feel anyone’s presence at all.

I called out Caspiel and today I had no response in any form, I tried for an extremely long time but obviously after so many tries I should just go to the next one. I tried Barmiel and the same thing, I got no response. I tried Acreba after trying Barmiel for a while and still nothing. I still thanked Acreba.

Seems like they went quiet today… I did the ritual around 1-2 hours after I usually did it. (Did it at 00:30 - 01:00). I just hope this isn’t a bad sign.

Also a friend of mine told me that I should stop trying to understand them, for example when I tried understanding if Barniel is playing tricks on me. It makes sense so I will try my best to take his advice and remember to use it.

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Not uncommon with these long terms things in my experience. Sometimes its a rush of energy, but on some days you wont feel anything.

Keen to hear of your outcome

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Thanks for the reply your interest means alot.

Now i know that at least, and should see it coming in the future. I was just hoping it wasn’t a bad sign is all.

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Day 7

Today was such a success that it made me happy lol.
I did the ritual to wield power right before the main ritual.
I called out Caspiel’s name a couple times and I could feel him behind me leaning more towards the right side until his presence kinda swallowed my back.
I moved on to Barmiel and not even after many tries I could feel extremely sharp pokes on the right side of my lower back. It started with one small and then went to 5 simultaneously, it wasn’t exactly pain it was that good type of pain. This presence was so obvious it made me smile because of how successful this was. when the pokes stopped I was assuming it was enough and moved over to Acreba.
Acreba’s presence felt like as if I was getting touched from right shoulder to left and then it stopped and it felt like something was circling me. I imagined the relationship ending and today I felt a lot of emotions when imagining that and when I was done I was told to close my eyes.
I closed my eyes and slowly my vision was getting filled in from the POV of my ex girlfriend cutting herself (this is something she would do when times got tough for her).
The image faded out after like 5 seconds but it was like Acreba showed me this because it looked like it was through some window or portal.
After this I kept staring at his sigil and moved on to thank him.

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Day 8

Today was quiet too, not completely but very.

I called out Caspiel and after trying a long time I got a presence to my left.

Barmiel gave no response at all. But calling him out made me extremely tired and sleepy. It felt like I was falling asleep with my eyes open and everything was bugging out, shapes rotating and etc.

This sleepiness continued throughout me calling out Acreba too, no response from Acreba.

When you’re done it always tells you to close the book and close your eyes. I did that and I could see myself standing around 3 tall hooded men (or statues?) and there was a sword infront of me that I had to pick up. Like to prove that im the worthy one or something. This scenario was like medieval times so the whole town was there too and congratulated me for becoming “worthy enough” to defend or something? idk it was really confusing and honestly might not even have anything to do with this