So a couple of interesting things i would like to share… re magical experience.
I tried some sigil magic as a test when i first started getting deeper and more practical in magick, as the test it was to find the girl of my dreams or something along those lines as I can not remember exactly but like i say along those lines (i know i know) made the sigil and did everything as you are supposed to.
This sigil was made sometime in the summer around July, for a long time i have been having a very bad dry spell with women, no dates etc i mean it was quite bad believe me.
Anyhow, sometime after the sigil ritual was done a few certain events or coincidence happened that changed the game BIG TIME
Come January, I’ve seemed to of achieved a complete 360 and now more like mr Casanova!!
I have been getting so many phone numbers and dating so many hot chicks that i have to literally turn a lot of them down… and i wish i was kidding!
Effects of magic coincidence?
well… I am not sure if i have met my dream girl just yet but I am meeting a lot of dream girls!
Another story, not to long ago i was at a friends, and this guys walks into there house and is a friends of there’s, but this guy ends up being very rude and unpolite to me, i was calm and ignored the guy as he was pretty drunk i think but when i left i was raging, i wanted to to kill this guy i wanted to hurt him and all that i could think of was using magick to make something happen to him, the will and rage was so strong at that time, i went looking into what kind of ritual to do etc and was planning of doing the ritual to see if i could make something happen to him…
Well… after a while i kind of changed my mind and instead of getting all negative i just thought about him befriending me and us getting along etc lol i just imagined or visualized it for the most part.
Well a couple weeks later i bump into him again in the same place, and he was much more kind aand polite haha put it that way.
I now hear that he has killed himself, however i have heard he was suffering from depression for a long time.
Now some interesting things to point is that i never actually ended up doing a ritual to have harm to him but my focus was quite intense initially to do this and recently i have read that the preparation mode of doing a ritual or magick has a lot to do with the effect…
so is it possible that his suicide was an effect of my intense thought about him being hurt or dead so to speak.
Weird but thought it was interesting so thought would share my experiences.