So…
I think I harmed my ex very badly by getting her involved in the OTO.
I’ll keep it simple and as short as possible.
Back in 2008 I was just learning about the Occult.
Crowley, Waite, Micheal Ford, ect.
Stuff I had no idea what I was doing.
She became obsessed and joined the OTO and got Baptized.
Indigo Mist was her magical name.
I was always skeptical of them and picked up several bad vibes.
Long story short,
We broke up…
She ended up being held captive and sexually abused in a “shake and bake” operation by her High Priestess.
I feel I lead her down a path of abuse and feel super guilty.
I just now recently got back in touch with her.
Plus that’s what I was telling her at the time to do.
I would love to drop names here on the forum but I don’t think it’s appropriate.
Let me just say this.
The whole experience with the OTO was very negative.
I felt like they just wanted to have sex with me and my girlfriend.
I’m talking about 50 year old men and young mothers.
Kind of off putting.
Plus I had no idea what sex majicke was back then.
This is why I feel it was my fault.
Because of my ignorance
As far as what the average OTO member is into?
As an opinion I think most of them are bisexual.
Then you have the blood and semen rituals.
Light cakes.
Magical Children.
Swinging
Ect.