I think I harmed my ex very badly by getting her involved in the OTO.
I’ll keep it simple and as short as possible.
Back in 2008 I was just learning about the Occult.
Crowley, Waite, Micheal Ford, ect.
Stuff I had no idea what I was doing.
She became obsessed and joined the OTO and got Baptized.
Indigo Mist was her magical name.
I was always skeptical of them and picked up several bad vibes.
Long story short,
We broke up…
She ended up being held captive and sexually abused in a “shake and bake” operation by her High Priestess.
I feel I lead her down a path of abuse and feel super guilty.