Had a semi drunken dream the other night with Lucifer and Abaddon as guides. It played out completely opposite in the way I saw it going, but, for a better and deeper gnosis of myself. It was concerning my stepdaughter, wife, etc and the fucked up situation I got put in over SEVERELY false allegations and I proved my innocence to all governing authorities involved on the mundane side. Well, in the dream, hidden truths were being brough to light on the situation that I and my ex knew, but we both forced ourselves and each other to ignore and I had no choice but to accept. Then it shifted to a peculiar situation which was potent, powerful and personally liberating which I will not post or ellaborate on out of respect for many on this forum because it’s fuckin dicey in a social setting especially what was said to me about said situation.
Once that part of the dream was over they said “we(spirits) all know you’re innocent. We all know the values and morals you’ve held as a personal standard and it’s admirable and respectable. But, they’re no good to the degree in which you cling to them. Your environment growing up has been over a long time, things have changed and you need to shed these parts of you to become stronger. There’s a STRONG darkness inside of you and it’s VERY powerful. It wants out so you can merge and embrace it. The weak shun desire, passion, power and conflict…you were born for this it’s your birth rite. The strong embrace it to shape the world around them and so will you.(Lucifer) You have no choice, so, we’re going to strip and burn away the parts of you that serve no purpose to your path. (Abaddon) Fight this and I’ll personally make it very very painful. A mistake of the weak I know you won’t make. Fight through conflict not against it and you will become stronger. Those of importance will see this and acknowledge you. Those who are useless will shun this change and fight you. You will see you true enemies.”
Both: You are powerful by birth rite and dna alone. Your capabilities can be endless and you can go farther than any that have come before you and many after. But, you must embrace YOUR darkness first.
Abaddon: I’ll kill you if you don’t. Too much riding on you to fuck up in this lifetime.
Lucifer: grinning chuckle